ima dumb cunt that hurts myself so i dont do it to others, questions? lets go

Why are you trans

>>22827057 (OP)

>>22827058
im not why do you say that

>>22827057 (OP)
what question do you wish somebody would ask you right now?

>>22827343
i dont have hope so i would not know, maybe something that would not send me down this path but at the same time i want it?

sorry for low quality, not back cam, just front

Self harm is gay

>>22827353
no shit, thats why i said i was a dumb cunt

>>22827347
so there's still some part of you that maybe doesn't want to go down this road—that's the part that created this thread, I'm guessing
what could that part be asked which would help it wrestle back control from the self-destructive part of you?
what would it need to hear?

>>22827363
nah, im just self destructing and want attention, i want to hurt others but im not a monkey

>>22827367
I don't think you're a monkey at all
you seem very human
what I'm trying to ask is: what kind of attention were you hoping to get?

Very cringe. Keep this up and you'll be a virgin forever

>>22827371
idk bro, its attention seeking behaviour but i dont know why?
i want to hurt others but at teh same time dont want to? so i guess its that?
all i can think of is running my thumbs through the eye sockets and dragging the cunts skull through the floor. but i know thats monkey brain shit, but at the same time i wanna kill cunts
i think thats why i hurt myself, i think i want to hurt othrs but cant do it so i take it out on myself

>>22827381
i wish, i think i got a kid somewhere but its not known to me. id rather be a vergin then know this

The death of Cringe Anon
Was of no surprise to me
If you knew him like I knew him
Then I'm sure you would agree

>>22827057 (OP)
oi, we sin. dont trip out. people can see that and make fun of you and people around you. plus you can get barred from enlistment.

on the real, i just wanted to see if /bant/ was nonpornogrpahic. just found you. ignore the hating. if you really cut, you got problems.

put the pipe down
homegrow
read scripture
dont be an alcholic abuser
dont use prescription drugs [would even say no exceptions]
sprint
basketball
>>pray

>>22827389
shit haiku you nigger
try better next time you cunt
all humans should die

>>22827381
could be non xy

>>22827393
>dont be an alcholic abuser
what else do i have

>>22827396
drink in moderation.
avoid beer/wine
stick to clear shit
how about absinthe

different personally.

read 12steps book and Blue AA book and see if you still want to drink.

personally, I did both, and can control myself.

ie) turned down absinthe when I was homeless because i knew it could be tapped

>>22827474
up to you. I haven't had a drink in five years besides accidental kombucha

>>22827474
the only thing that keeps me living is 40% booze, what is life without death? why not keep up the act, why not be chill on booze rather than be angry on life?
also cutting small is better than cutting deep, it hurts more

If you where a woman it would be cute

>>22827490
thats the issue, if i was cute or attrictive this would be ok, no one actually cares about any of us.
this is why i want to hurt others

>>22827493
Who exactly and how?

>>22827496
what do you mean you fucking ai,
>Who exactly and how?
how does that tie into what i said?

its kinda nice when i see the fat

its just the pain, the hurt makes me not think, the thoughts are just to much so the pain can ese it

>>22827522
I'm asking who you want to hurt and how you wanna hurt them bozo

>>22827057 (OP)
dont be a pussy anon shoot up the local middleschool

>>22827546
soz i want to hurt those who dont care for their wards, i want those that take advantage of their status. they need to die without any forethought
>>22827551
nah, i wish i could but they dont deserve that shit. been thinking about getting some drones and doing a mass murder on a afl ground, percing the lithium batteries and using some napalm. the thing that stops me is that i dont actualy want to hurt others but at the same time i want people to die

>>22827567
i will do it for you soon dont worry anon

>>22827609
fuck yes, live stream it please? how do you make it so others pain is worth it? I want to hurt others but cant make the smooth brain choice to do it

>>22827057 (OP)
Do you know any girls from Melbourne aged 18-22 who would be DTF a nerdy white guy?

>>22827612
i barely have enough neetbux for an AR-15 let alone a gopro, though i did give livestreaming a thought but i would feel embarrassed if it showed me shaking cause i feel like id be shaking

>>22827057 (OP)
You're just a cat owner.

>>22827614
if u did they would be dead, pussy dont meant shit. havent been layed for like 10 years, people are just shit and you need to stop putting the pussy on a pedestal
>>22827620
dude you can do it, just make sure you dont do it to a school or some pussy shit, you need to take the anger out on those who deserve it
>>22827649
yes

>>22827662
i already have a place mapped out
just need the ar-15 and the balls

>>22827662
>stop putting the pussy on a pedestal
Sorry, let me rephrase. I just want to hang out with a girl. I don't really care about having sex.

>>22827667
is it a school or somewhere worth shooting?

>>22827673
youll see if it ever happens every night im unsure if tonight is when i just give up on doing anything else and just shoot myself in the head

>>22827667
dont kill those who have not hurt you, dont kill kids dont kill the ignorent, that said fucking go for it bro, let the rage flow through you.
if aus was as lax as amarica i would be dead or locked up.
im thinking about the sewer system, making it semi air tight and then blowing it all to hell in the act, that or drones and some thermite.
people say hate is bad, they just dont want us to prove that shit is wrong, if you dont care about you life like me do it bro. make others think about what is wrong with the world, again make sure you target you pain on to those who ernt it

>>22827668
nah your better than that bro, you dont want a girl you want someone that is a partner.
people are fucking scum man, id suggest to keep away and grow as a person and not rely on others, you will just get hurt
also do i need to post more cut pics to keep this convo going?

I regret my self harm

>>22827690
why?

>>22827690
Its not an issue just wonering why

Does it hurt to do that?

>>22827057 (OP)
The cut on the finger looks like a cross. A sign from God?

>>22827884
yes, but it feels nice, the sting hurts but it makes my mind thin about something else.
the pain makes my mind stop, it makes the thoughts go away and focus on just the pain.
surfice cuts make the thoughts go away but the deaper it gets it makes my mind go blank.
its fucking gay tho, dont do this shit

>>22827898
Have you tried alcohol? Or literally anything else?

>>22827890
more that its a nice sign, triangles, crosses, pentagrm, its all just nice to look at, if im going to cut i want something to look nice.
its a pentiucul u dont care for religeon but sybold are nice

>>22827900
yeah im drunk bro, tried acid and coke before but i think thats bad for me, just makes my thoughts race, when my thoughts race i want to do what my mind doest

soz my phone is shit, want to express how i feel and to see the fat when i cut

>>22827916
I can't help you, not that I can help anyone. Don't think I can say anything that will help you.

>>22827922
thanks man, just being there helps, i just cant cope.
i want others to hurt like i do, thats all, i want them to make the pain be real, i want them to hurt, but i cant do that, and i appriciate you being there for me.
i cut cos it distracts me from that, it makes me not feel that way for a while

>>22827679
i think you can try other drastic options before suicide/homicide
it's just a boring option
why not move to a country where you don't speak the language & see how long you last?
i guess i dont understand
either way though, don't kill children

>>22827927
yeah 100 bro, i want to hurt the others that make the world worse, kids are not the one ones i want to target.
humans need to die but kids have not grown enough to be something i want to target.
im not gpinh to shoot up a school, thats a smooth brain idea, but cunts need to be heald accountable. i want to kill and rape thoese who dont care, i want people to feel the pain they put on others

>>22827924
Life I'd shit. I am bothered by pointless shit, for example I don't buy stuff, even games because I might regret it. And regret is a strong feeling. Not to compare to you cutting yourself really. I do wonder what the hot blonde I see in the store has as problems? Does she have any? Of course these days there's a lot of Arabs and Somalian, barely feels like the country I grew up in. So yes, we all feel pain. Real pain, emotional pain, ancestral pain etc. Life is pain, which the Bible pr3ches? I think? Never read, not even religious. Left the church many years ago and now it's gone full homo.

>>22827934
i can understand that for usre
i guess people see hurting children as a means to hurting adults, like a weaponized empathy thing, but it's not even worth it from the perspective of maximizing suffering
the people who deserve to suffer the most give the least fucks about children dying, if that makes sense

>>22827936
bro why dont you rage, why dont you feel like me? why dont you hate others, why do you accept the life you have and not rebel against it?
the only thing thats stopping me is that i know better, i hurt myself so i dont hurt others, that is my choice i chose to hurt because the alternative is me being a monkey,
why do you not choose to hurt others for them hurting you?

>>22827947
kids are fucking dumb, most people you interact with is close to the retarded spectrum.
you have acceess to guns, whats stopping you from taking it out on others?
life doesnt matter, you canj make a statement in anger and death

the ruinging in me head stops when i drink

https://youtube.com/shorts/-QveB755jLU

>>22827958
i think it's funny you talk about people being retarded while making so many typos
>>22827958
>you canj make a statement in anger and death
i don't care about making a statement to the same retarded animals who ruined everything in the first place
i'd rather try to make something better as impossible as that seems

>>22828197
I'm almost sober already and I had a lot. It's not a long term solution, and neither is cutting yourself.

>>22828211
thanks man, at least im good for somthing.
to your second statement they are animals, i get that i have to do better but idk man, i want to harn those but thet are just iditots.
we know better but they should earn what their sow, i want them to die but again we know better

>>22828223
the thing is, they'll reap what they sow on their own IMO
you don't have to intervene or concern yourself with anyone else

>>22828213
but it feels good, the ringing as something i can deal with, the dumb cunts i cant. i want to bash the skills in, i want to run my thumbs into the eye socets of thoese who dont care about others.
i want others to die for not caring about others

>>22828230
how do you accept it though, i want to have them make it in my hands.
they make others suffer, im lazt as fuck but i still want others to suffer, i hate that others can make pain, i want to kill i want to rage at the pain they cause om others

i want to stop, i know im not a monkey but how do i not feel this way. i want to kill, i want others to feel my pain

you guys need to see this RIGHT NOW!

>>22828210

>>22828232
Do you care about others?

>>22828254
yes that is why i dont go full out, u dont want others to hurt but i want to hurt others

>>22828258
take your meds

>>22828261
i wish it was that easy, zoloft doesnt do shit, i still feel this way with it. u want others to hurt like i do

>>22828267
okay serious you need to get a life

>>22828271
better than being a pole, contibute to the thread or fuck offf

>>22828281
what do you want me to say doe

>>22828267
You're telling me doctors saw you all scarred up and didn't offer benzo? Are UK doctors mongoloids?

>>22827689
>nah your better than that bro, you dont want a girl you want someone that is a partner.
What do you mean?
>people are fucking scum man, id suggest to keep away and grow as a person and not rely on others, you will just get hurt
That's the thing, I just can't survive on my own. I need connection. I'm weak.
>also do i need to post more cut pics to keep this convo going?
Uh, I'm not into the cutting personally.

>>22828288
gangstalkers*

>>22828285
love me

>>22828294
Describe love to me.

>>22828294
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JODQ7FlAaXg

>>22828288
yeah id fucking od on that, love the drugs love to fuck up on it
>>22828290
you dont care about chick you care about the womon or the chace
people are scum man, why put your self to others opinions,
cutting helps, it makes the thoughts go awaay

>>22828308
incoherent cope

>>22828310
yes

>>22828308
If you really wanted to die you'd be dead and we both know it.

>>22828313
yes,thats why it hurts

>>22828312
>

>>22828330
very inciteful, you are so smart anon

>>22827347
Does it hort?
>ebery time

>>22830892
maybe i should have slept 9 hours ago too

>>22830906
nice post frendo
>>22830917
yes

>>22830946
going to job time

>>22830952
i wish i could have a job

>>22830970
i wish i could kill myself

>>22830980
why? and why cant you?

>>22830983
they put me in a white room. i just need to wait for the right moment

>>22830993
You’re not American and probably not white, so you’re life doesn’t really even count, the world is your oyster, you can do anything now, just if you do t commit suicide or become white.

>>22831095
why do you care about skin color so much? smooth brain shit.
i care about skin color due to its function, i wish i was black so i dont have to spend money on sunscreen,
you care about it out a vanity and the dumb idea that the melonin makes the man

i want others to feel my pain but i dont want others to be like me. how do i stop the thoughts

>>22827057 (OP)
Womp womp attentionwhore is trying to get her attention by doing something that nobody care about. Where was ur mom when you were crying for her attention?

>>22831395
shes here, i wish she was not. i want to hurt her the way she hurt me.
its hard bro, i want to be a monkey and hurt others but i know thats not the way.

i have been thinking about building drones, its just cheap and i can make them out of cardboard.
i can use the lithium battery to start the fire and make some napalm/thermite and attack a stadium or somthing that has a lot of people gathered.

>>22831395
thinking about it i want to kill those who gave me life, to just fuck and then leave the kid there to make their way on this earth is fucking disgusting.
breeders need to fucking die

>>22827057 (OP)
Seek help
>but muh ego
Just fucking do it.
I'm about to do this shit so can you.

>>22831440
yeah trying, i got some help but it doesnt help
i want others to feel like me, i want to push my pain on to others

>>22831444
That's why you need time, away from the place you are right now, at least for a few months.

>>22831464
fucken what? the first part was something a human would say the last is like early ai

>>22831466
Nan c'est juste mon anglais qui est merdique lol

wtf is this edgelord thread i hope everyone discussing harming others seeks mental help