Thread 22839268

I justify hurting my self so i dont hurt others, i think that is just a cope however. at the same time i have legitimate thoughts about doing some skitz shit.
from making cardboard drones and using the lithium batteries as a catalyst to ignite thermite and napalm or thinking about how to blow up a sewer system to take out a small town.
i think i gravitate to these things because i know im not smart enough to do it but at the same time i really want to do it.
cuts to show how much of a looser i am

>>22839268 (OP)
the small cut on the top right was the deepest. i felt it 'go in' 4 times and made me pass out like a bitch.

>>22839268 (OP)
>>22839292
if you wanted attention you got it, now fuck off and take your cutting somewhere else because you think your dark and edgy

>>22839295
yeah i think i do want attention, not so much that i want others to think that im cool or anything. dark and edgy is a teen phase.
id like someone to talk to, these feelings arnt right but i have no other way to express it other than to be a bitch ass pussy faggot on 4chan.
maybe i just want to know if others feel like i do.

lets go on what you said, what makes you think i want to be dark and edgy, are my feelings that cringe? if so that sucks ass

>>22839268 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x6r8ktsnkeM

luv u brobro. get well soon.

>>22839268 (OP)
Self cutting is a cultural thing. It's not a spontaneous thought by a depressed individual, but rather a mimicking behavior by observing what they think others in their society do. We know this because the behavior is isolated to societies where it's basically advertised by media. Bodily mutilation and self-inflicted pain is midwit behavior, similar to being a tranny. Get smarter or dumber and deal with your issues in a non-generic non-cringe way.

>>22839268 (OP)
>I justify hurting my self so i dont hurt others, i think that is just a cope however. at the same time i have legitimate thoughts about doing some skitz shit.
you suffer because you accept other people evils on you.
start killing jews.
>from making cardboard drones and using the lithium batteries as a catalyst to ignite thermite and napalm or thinking about how to blow up a sewer system to take out a small town.
this is just bs spewing, you think thermite is easy to make? chemicals easy to find? napalm will do shit to concrete structures.
>how to blow up a sewer system to take out a small town.
sewer system is only developed in big towns, small towns don´t have good seweage and methane production is too low as well.
you´re just too dumb or crazy in your own ilusions.
if you were actually trying to do shit, you would spew such nonsense, actually you would be talking real shit, not fake info that jews spread on internet.

cut deeper

>>22839340
thanks, its hard because half of me doesnt want to get well, i think its due to my hate for people. i want them to suffer the way they made me
>>22839343
idk the pain response is what im after, i dont think im mimicing others but i could be.
when i passed out due to what i think was shock made me want to do it more.
>>22839346
gross, it doenst matter the people everyone is scum. you subscribe to a basic idea, you need to know that all people need to die not just ones you dont like.

>>22839358
im using a 10 year old phone, it doesnt do it justice, these cuts are through the layers of fat and i can see bone/muscle

I think you should hurt others
They deserve it
They're the ones that made this judgemental normalfag world that rejected us
They should bleed

>>22839370
>you need to know that all people need to die not just ones you dont like.
you´re beyond help, just die and rot already.

>>22839268 (OP)
anon can you carve /bant/ into your arm?

>>22839292
So does cutting actually feel good?
I drive things under my pionter fingernail, people tell me it's self harm but to me it feels pleasurable like a sneeze. Is cutting like that yo cutters?

>>22839490
you prove my point
>>22839512
soz cant hold the camera straight, to drunk and the sleeping meds ar ekicking in. ill try getting a god pic tomorrow o today i guess

>>22839517
nah it s more when you cut the thoughts do, the deep cuts are kinda nice, lik e a head rushg

>>22839520
>thoughts do
fucjin what, i meant to say the thoughts sop

>>22839521
That's what I've heard, it's a distraction with an endorphin rush. Well, thanks for answering. If I may be so bold, I'd suggest mushrooms, audio books, weights, and psychiatric help. Best of luck Anon.

>>22839268 (OP)
Have you tried not smoking meth?

>>22839268 (OP)
Nobody cares about you. Stop begging for attention on an imageboard. At least fuck off to /b/ or /r9k/.
>>22839518
lol can't even pass the self harm equivalent of the shoe test

Ur just an edgy boi who wants attention couldnt hurt a fly

>>22839377
*in an area with thin layer of fat/bone

Dont hit a tendon

Ive found this video interesting and have shared it before https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMPzDiraNnA

>>22839268 (OP)
Please anon don't actually hurt any corrupt politicians and make a difference and be remembered forever as a hero. Just keep wasting your time cutting yourself.
Please I beg, don't kill pedos that have their names and addresses on public record! Don't do it anon! Yes everyone would remember you not just locally but globally forever while you were in jail. But it's not worth it anon!

>>22840096
good video, if a little ted talk-ey