life sucks, I was riding a manual scooter on the footpath(illegal to ride them on the road here) and that triggered the cunt for some reason. enough for him to start to throw punches.
im weak as shit so he easily grappled me into a wall.
issue is that I was not strong enough to push him away so i put my thumb through his eye socket and yanked him away, when i looked at him after that eye no longer looked the same way as the other, it stayed looking in the direction i had my thumb in (towards his nose)
worried about the legal ramifications of this, wondering if the damage is permanent and if they do find me can i get in trouble for defending myself?

I feel like such a faggot not being able to defend myself properly, worried about going out again and thinking of carrying a knife and just stabbing the next person who does this.
his punches didnt hurt but it did hurt my ego that I was pinned to a wall and had to do bitch tactics. I guess a wins a win?

Dunno about law in any capacity but i think that he would probably make up some fake reason that explains the eye to the doctors. I mean he started a fight and got injured. He is probably afraid of saying "Yeah uh i beat somebody can you please fix my eye thx".
It would backfire big time for him.
I understand why you wouldn't want to start a case against him however. All the stress and arguing is not worth it unless you think you could gain something. And as i see it he already has some form of punishment. take everything i said with a grain of salt but i wish you good luck in any case.

>>22859331
thanks anon, just licking the wounds on my ego and trying to not ruminate on the what ifs.
fuck i feel pathetic though

>>22859338
You won who cares
We're obsessed with the idea that there's a fair way to win a fight, its absurd. Im guessing you were both standing on or near a concrete surface. Treat any fight that takes place there as life or death because if you got knocked out there's a high chance you would hit the ground and break your skull and die (or maybe you were wearing a helmet idk) point is you did the right thing

>>22859346
thanks bro, I felt so weak when I couldnt push him off and he had my throat and was punching I couldnt think and lucky I just went for the eyes for some reason.
yeah it was a moment of dread, like he had my life in his hands if I didnt do anything since you are right we were on a concreate surface and one punch can drop a man and if they hit their head they can die.
thanks anons. feeling a bit better about the actions but it still hurts the ego when you get man handled like that.
maybe its time to hit the gym

>>22859350
brooo chill. No need to feel weak. If the cunt's crazy enough to start random fights and you returned the favor one of you would be a vegetable or dead.
"Der Klügere gibt nach" we say.
This was the best outcome. If you would have "properly" defended yourself you would be sitting in a cell being interrogated about the incident. You got off Scott free and be glad that you did.
Stop crying like a faggot. No matter how jacked you get if you cry like this you will be one anyways.

>>22859360
>Der Klügere gibt nach
yeah good saying, here its the big cunts dont need to flex.
i think its that i dont know if i could of properly defended myself, i was trying to disengage as much as possible and try not to fight cos ill do shit like mame the other cunts eye, or maybe thats just an excuse.
>This was the best outcome.
thanks to you and the other anon, looking back through my rational brain i can see that, no one died and it did not escalate but my irrational brain keeps having thoughts about it. like im a weak cunt and can do nothing if anyone stood over me again.
going to 100% have a blade on me from now on, dont want to feel that weak and helpless again

>>22859365
>going to 100% have a blade on me from now on, dont want to feel that weak and helpless again
more so for intimidation, my emotions want me to hurt others but my rational brain know thats not the best. Id like a blade of some kind so i can end this before the other guy gets hurt.
im not thinking about the long term damage i could of done to him and that he could of been under the influence or having a bad day, that does not warrant long term damage.
maybe pepper spray might be better thinking about it, just as illigal as a knife here

>>22859365
Why do you even care about poking that guys eye? He clearly didn't give a shit about your wellbeing or life so why do you cuck in and feel about bad about defending yourself? If somebody is beating you, you need to defend yourself and in a self defense scenario everything goes (within reason).
>knife
insane idea dude. If you pull that thing on a crackhead he will want to do more than just cave your skull in. Don't engage in this retardation just GTFO. Pepper spray is useless in close quarter also because you will also hit yourself.

>>22859374
i dont believe that there is such thing as evil, we are all just people trying to make it in this world and he could of been having a hard time as much as I am.
maybe i empathize with people to much.
I needed to defend myself but and i had no other way of doing so but still i cant help but think if i did fuck up his eye that much how much more of an issue it will be on him and not only that how much he will make it others issues because of that.
>pull that thing on a crackhead
yeah good point, ill make sure if a carry one to not let them know about it until its inside of them. but again that would do more harm than good.
> Pepper spray is useless in close quarter also because you will also hit yourself.
yeah didnt think about that
found this though, i think i might get one
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>>22859381
>maybe i empathize with people to much.
yeah you do.

Just fucking run the next time you see a crackhead trying to talk to you. Even if all your self defense is legal you could just save all the legal trouble and stress by not engaging the first place.
See one approaching you from the distance? GTFO. And don't some retarded and illegal 'self defense' weapons. Those if used successfully would jeopardize the case and if used incorrectly result in your skull making repeated hard contact with the opponents boots.

Also note that in some jurisdictions getting into a fight while being trained in some martial arts is considered as fighting with a weapon.
Iff pepper spray is illegal in your place being too jacked might be too. Better look into this yourself.

>>22859387
>Just fucking run the next time you see a crackhead trying to talk to yo
couldnt, he was on a bike and i was on a push scooter, i tried fucking off but he kept following me and saying hes following me home.
I cant drive a car, dont have one either and had to sell my motorbike since i got layed off from work and had to pay bills.
I work in I.T networking, like routers and switches, been there for like 10 years so im soft as shit and gas out within 10 mins of riding the scooter.
idk what to do man, choices are so limited at the moment that i have to go into illegal shit.

>>22859391
>i have to go into illegal shit.
no you don't. If you are scared of meeting him again then report this incident to the police. And it will be taken care of.

Also just get a bike. Scooters are so annoying man. Only little wannabe gangsters and the homeless use them. No wonder he wanted to beat you.

>>22859393
>Scooters are so annoying man.
how so? just so i know how to change my actions, i got a bike but prefer the scoot since its lower stress, its like walking but faster. bikes more like a work out

And think about it. You yourself are saying you are a little baby. Do you REALLY think you are able to any sort of weapon? Little timmy is going to stab the next attacker in self defense? Haha no.

>>22859395
They just are. Faster than pedestrian and everybody needs to evade you because of it. And also because of the average scooter user and couple of other reasons.
If you are really that opposed to bikes(which are more efficient than scooters strength wise) get an electric one and get off the walkway.

>>22859398
> Do you REALLY think you are able to any sort of weapon
idk at the moment im pretty conflicted about shit, like i wish he didnt pull away and i could of put my other thumb through the other eye and bash his head into the ground until he died but at the same time i dont like that i could of caused him harm from today.
it just depends on how i feel at the moment, im weak phisically but mentally im not doing to well and can only think about consequences on reflection.

>everybody needs to evade you because of it
yeah i get that, im an adult so i can be courteous, calling out that im passing, slowing down when coming up to people etc. i think its more of a stigma than my personal actions.
ill try the bike out and see how that goes, i just dont like how bulky they are so you have to lock them up and that ill have to bring a shirt as i will be drenched in sweat so that means i have to now bring a backpack just for that

Don't worry about it. If he's retarded enough to throw punches at a stranger he isn't going to go talking to the cops. I beat the brakes off of some asshole for punching me in the face while I was still sitting in the driver's seat of my car because he was angry that I gave him the finger for cutting me off. He was busted up real good and I didn't hear a peep about it. That happened in the middle of a relatively busy intersection and I didn't hear shit about it.

People who do that kind of shit have all kinds of other problems in their life. Anyways nice gouging son that's an old Australian art, you know.

>>22859400
>Do you REALLY think you are able to any sort of weapon
so to this yes i think i would be able to have a knife in my pocket and stab someone when they had my up on a wall but i fear that it would not stop at that and id end up killing someone

>>22859400
>i just dont like how bulky they
get an electric scooter.
You don't see the issues with manual ones wich is bad but an electric one will allow you to go on the street and stop being an annoyance to everyone.

>>22859404
>so to this yes i think i would be able to
No you don't. The fact that you need this thread to validate the obvious means you are not fit to fight back in such a manner.

>>22859402
>Anyways nice gouging son that's an old Australian art, you know.
nah just must be in the blood, i tried pushing him away by grabing this throat first.

your story makes me feel a bit better but still worried that ill get done for it. its his words vs mine and i have nothing visible, all i did was sneeze blood and have a slight pain in the noggin so it would be hard for me to prove anything unless there were cameras at the stores near by

>>22859408
>No you don't. The fact that you need this thread to validate the obvious means you are not fit to fight back in such a manner.
fair, ill think on that more. I think that the tazer is the smarter option out of all if i were to arm myself?
>get an electric scooter.
costs money, ill try the bike again like you suggested and have a bag with a shirt or two for meetings

>>22859414
after i said that it feels like giving in, nah fuck that im just weak phisically, im gonna scoot and have a shank.
ill make sure they dont see it before its inside of them tho, no pussy shit no warning. they wanna fuck around they can find my knife

Also, the police are so busy with third world savages chopping eachother up with machetes and shit that they don't have time for some dust up caused by some complete retard acting his part. Based on what you said, he's probably known by them at the least even if he went in to file a report they wouldn't give a shit. What are they going to do? He doesn't know you from Adam.

You're good. You didn't do anything wrong anyways.

>>22859414
>i were to arm myself?
don't do it at all dude

>costs money
Do you know how many poorfags are polluting the bikelanes where i live? They have become so affordable that unironic crackheads have them. Save some money and you can have one too. I just suggested it because you said bikes are too cumbersome. They are even better than electric scooters but everything is less annoying than manual ones so who cares.

>>22859426
>don't do it at all dude
nah i think i forgot i was crashing out, i was on a mission to get booze and just wanted to get home to drink. i think i need to do a mantra to remind myself im crashing out and to shank a cunt next time. I think i need to rememer that i have nothing to loose so i shouldnt be thinking about others.
>>22859419
thanks man help me feed into this shit so i can do something proper next time. got a good stanly knife but thats a slashing tool, thinking about grinding down a screw driver or some shit and make a proper shank?
>>22859426
i lost my job dude, can just make it work with what i have now. been trying to get a job but i think the last one black listed me? maybe i need to work in a supermarket or fastfood now :/ shit sucks since i got 10 years in I.T networking

thanks bant, reflected a lot on this and idk why i let it get to that point.
next time it will be different, ill try and remember my hate over my addiction next time

>>22859374
Ye def. Best defence is get the fuck away. I've got beaten cupula times also, ones mfs teeth got kicked out once. Trail and everything I somewhat got away bc young age but that shit stays on paper for ever..and for what? We lads have enough to think about and on top of that always we have to be on guard n shiet. It's tiersome

>>22859325 (OP)
>it did hurt my ego that I was pinned to a wall and had to do bitch tactics.
ego damage and "doing bitch tactics" are the least of your problems

>>22859350
>I just went for the eyes for some reason.
You did right kid.
A fight is no small matter. Any fight can lead to death. It just take one wrong slip where you hit your head the wrong way and, boom, you're dead.
When possible, avoid a fight. Run if possible.
If that's not possible, it's okay to fight dirty. Go for the throat. The eyes. Kick them in the nuts. Then get away.
You did nothing to be ashamed of.

>>22860609
this