>>22860524I actually kicked a dog stealer (I know its not pedophile) in the head. maybe 8-10 times but people stopped me.
he stole many pets and sold them to exotic food restaurants. I was so happy I did some damage. he was arrested too.
but that was too much of a small fry. he's not even a part of the "evil" that haunts all of us. he's like level 0 tutorial-mode npc.
>>22860527it's sad. my own patheticness and being a subhuman really put a perspective on me and things. I can't help myself. I can't also help society. I can't do what I want and also what I want strayed from the things the average joe would ever do.
maybe I should be a monk or whatever. In my mind I'm convinced if this is the path that I cannot diverge, I shall do harms in the end. maybe to people that don't deserve it too. I just hope I can recover and redeem, or deliver justifiable executions to the scums that earned it