I'm melancholic. Artist. Reclusive over thinker. How do I turn myself into a mongoloid pussy sniffing cave man? Take up boxing and don't wear a helmet? Drugs? How do I turn my brain off? Am I fucked? This is political, I'll explain why later

>>22865681 (OP)
You already sound like fucking moron

>>22865681 (OP)
i promise you dont want to
t. genius in highschool but fucked my shit up with drugs

>>22865681 (OP)
Just log off. Go outside. Delete social media, quit 4chan, stop scrolling news, just consume normie, pop slop. What you call intelligence here is just learned behavior, not really intelligence

>>22865683
But that’s because you became rarted but retained the same level of neuroticism as your old intelligent self. If you had truly drunk deep of the tard goblet it wouldn’t bother you.

>>22865681 (OP)
Don't pursue brain damage. Intelligence is a gift that not many people have. The problem is that it's rarely paired with wisdom. All you need is life experiences and control over your own situation. If you really are clever, you can figure it out, you can beat the system and supplant it with one of your own making in your own life.

>>22865681 (OP)
definitely hard drugs and TBI's, that's what I did. I'm about 30% of who was I was in my 20's, and I'm happy with that.

>>22865686
Actual good advice

Non joke answer? Start drinking, it will legit make all the bullshit worries and anxieties go away and in 10-15 years will make you legit retarded but it it wont kill you untill you're probably 50-60

>>22865681 (OP)
That seamonkey is living his best life. Look at him focused flourishing and with an extra chromosome

>>22865681 (OP)
Listen to rap music, smoke pot, eat fast food, and watch sportsball.

>>22865681 (OP)
Damn bro achieved dark academia mode. I would love be smart and wear pleated pants and tortoise shell frames and never talk but at some point youre going to have to prove youre gifted. Why dont you leverage some capital and corner the S&P, and escape the matrix

>>22865690
That's what I'm saying. It legitimately seems better to be retarded

>>22865689
I've been drinking every night for years

>>22865684
I can't watch normie shit, it pisses me off.

>>22865682
Thanks

>>22865686
I don't think I'm clever or even intelligent, just thoughtful in weird ways maybe idk.

lmao

>>22865681 (OP)
Start trying things you think you don't like. Buy a gun and learn about it. Try fixing a car. Watch sports and wrestling. The person you are now is holding you back

>>22865686
Why do Americans think like this? You're not some kind of lonely individual genius or whatever, you're just an average citizen, a worker. Think of a random German family in the 1600s happy bc they got some wine, bread and meat. That's life, you're supposed to do small things and be happy as part of your community. Just take it easy

>>22865681 (OP)
Meats and fats, no carbs. Cut off all electronic distractions, and force yourself to go to a public event and talk to bitches with the goal of being rejected 100 times. If any accept or say yes, you lose. The trick is not caring what the outcome is because you can always move on.

>>22865681 (OP)
heavy metal toxicity.
You can obtain large amounts of cadmium from daily/hourly marijuana consumption.

>>22865696
>Why do Americans think like this?
Mostly jewish brainwashing. It started with the "greatest generation" when WW2 was over, then got deeply ingrained in the Boomer, who grew up knowing nothing but abundance. The last few generations haven't been buying the shit sold by hollywood quite so easily, which is why most movies are bombing these days.

>>22865681 (OP)
>I'm melancholic.
get some vit d and 8 hours of sleep
>Reclusive over thinker
go out for a walk
>How do I turn my brain off?
do something that occupies your mind, like reading, learning a new skill or counting your reps when you lift weights

also recognize that if you had actual problems, like a bear attacking you or where are you going to sleep tonight, you would not be thinking about all the dumb shit youre thinking about, which means your life isnt that bad

>>22865681 (OP)
Have you tried marijuana?

>>22865693

No not "every night", every day, start at 12 until you get a good buzz and then see how far you can push it depending on your schedule

>>22865681 (OP)
Don't do alcohol, try GABA inhibitors instead. You're not too smart, you're just too neurotic.

>>22865690
KEK, he'd probably be hilarious to hang out with

>>22865681 (OP)
you don't need to turn your brain off. You just need to think you're better than everyone else and actually look like someone who is, thats it. Look important in some way and get an aura of arrogance in a "nothing gets done right unless I do it" kind of way, not in some nigger kind of way. You're a neurodivergent genius, be a little chauvinistic about this. Normies are retarded losers, remember? I believe in you anon.

LSD increase extroversion by an order of magnitude
Mushrooms shrink the section of the brain responsible for high inhibition
I'd recommend doing both, the latter more frequently

>>22865681 (OP)
Every single thought you have, say it out loud.

>>22865681 (OP)
I worked with retards for a long time and there are plenty that have shit lives, don’t let the stereotype fool you.

Especially if you’re a man, and thus yearn for pussy and status, being dumb will be hell because it will severely hamper your ability to acquire those things.

>>22865695
I've done some of this. Being physical helps get out of your head. But I always end up going back. PTSD or something idk

>>22865697
Not eating carbs is impossible

>>22865698
Weed freaks me out unless I'm drinking

>>22865700
The problem is I like melancholy. I do walk. The active stuff is good advice, I just get paralyzed sometimes

>>22865702
Nah I only drink at night. Daytime drinking always makes me feel shitty. Same with weed.

>>22865703
I think you're right, I'm just neurotic. Now I gotta look up what that means

>>22865705
I'm not good at being pretentious but I appreciate your sarcasm

>>22865706
I did a good bit of this when I was in my middle teens. It probably fucked me up more than I know. I'm terrified of doing it now after a couple of bad trips

>>22865707
I will start doing this, good advice

>>22865708
Makes sense but it seems peaceful

>>22865693
You'll learn to appreciate it. Go home, watch some war and action movies with your dad, some comedy and drama with your mom, eat with them at the table, listen to the music they like. It's literally that simple. Honestly, you're talking about BEHAVIORS, not intelligence. The smartest guy I knew listened to trap and watched shitty anime (he's white tho) and we'd spend hours playing cod together. You only have one life, don't waste it trying to be something you aren't, don't waste time on impossible expectations

>>22865704
probably more fun than 99% of poltards

>>22865681 (OP)
I need this also. Bump.

Stoicism might be what you’re looking for but also requires meaningful thought

>>22865681 (OP)
Youre not unhappy cause you're some
"smart enlightened nihilistic genius", youre unhappy cause youre a fag and you arent half as smart as you think. Heres the solution, suck start a shotgun.

>>22865681 (OP)
>Take up boxing and don't wear a helmet?
you're already stupid. you dont need to take this further. you're suffering from lack of pussy. from being a loser. you're coping by pretending your some super genius who is TOO SMART to fit in. thats not it. you're just a weak, and stupid, fag. now kill yourself.

>>22865681 (OP)
Alcoholism will cure you of your chronic sanity.

>>22865710
I do this about as well as I can but it has its limits and then I start yelling

>>22865713
>>22865714
I never said I was smart you fucking faggots. I'm entertaining the thought of dumbing myself down to think less and be happier, although it was somewhat a joke. With that being said there's been some good advice so far

>>22865715
I've got the alcohol part down. Now I drink to relax and turn my brain off for a few hours

>>22865681 (OP)
Same way normalfags did.
Alcohol and drugs. And stop paying attention to current events. Let Rome burn around you, not your problem as long as you have your vices.

i'm also jealous of retards

You’re fine OP. I promise you don’t want to be like Patrick star.

If you’re melancholic the fleeting feelings of joy you experience are far more intense than any joy a modern day Neanderthal has ever felt.

Go make some art and stop thinking about idiots

>>22865709
>PTSD or something idk
you retarded weak pussy

>>22865716
>"how do i make myself stupid?"
>i never said i was smart!

you stupid nigger. implications were made. you should have asked "how do i become happier?" which is what you want to know. here is an easy one, get the fuck off 4chan. start intermittent fasting. exercise everyday. low carbs. get sun everyday or do light therapy, it works. stop being a gay retard.

>>22865681 (OP)
Homie had to do a triple take

Tard boy gettin it lmfao

>>22865721
>get the fuck off 4chan
this is impossible

He's literally me.

>>22865681 (OP)
My IQ was 147 but I got it down to 98. Wish I could remember what I did or how to explain it to you. Best of luck OP.

>>22865681 (OP)
>How do I turn myself into a mongoloid pussy sniffing cave man
Just go huff nitros, that's it
You'd be near retarded in a week if you keep it up
>inbf. But I don't want to be THAT stupid
fuck off faggot, if you don't want to huff then hoof it back to the library. Hate half-ass people like you.
That's called caveman mentality.

>>22865681 (OP)
>I'm melancholic. Artist. Reclusive over thinker. How do I turn myself into a mongoloid pussy sniffing cave man? Take up boxing and don't wear a helmet? Drugs? How do I turn my brain off? Am I fucked? This is political, I'll explain why later

Try taking vitamin B and a good pre-workout.

Alcohol or SSRIs, but you feel numb with those. To me its better than being anxious all the time

Forget the world and forge your own.

Tell stories.

>>22865681 (OP)
Your problems in life are not the result of being too smart. They’re the result of being neurotic or otherwise mentally ill in some undiagnosed and untreated way. You probably have had major depression for most of your life and think about your depression the way a fish thinks about water.

>>22865696
>hey goyim just be like a happy peasant family that used to pay my rabbi shekels daily!
this is a no kvetching zone, see yourself out

>>22865681 (OP)
What kind of artist are you? Go to a park and sketch women. Just be sure to ask first.

>>22865681 (OP)
Just go jogging and or workout you fag, stupid people are used and stepped on

>>22865681 (OP)
>I've been drinking every night for years
Here's your problem anon
Alcohol temporarily quells the mind, but the noise comes raging back tenfold when you remove it - literally multiples your anxiety, depression and malaise over time - not to mention how badly it degrades your health (which will create even more depression and anxiety)
I'm not a genius - tested 126 IQ - but it's high enough that I have no chance of being a zombified normiefag - and I have tried believe me
So I meditate daily, I take super long walks and just pay attention to the senses, deeply listen to music (also write and record it myself), I pray a lot and have sought to understand who Jesus is
But a huge part is a just don't drink anymore - coffee, a little weed here and there, lots of water, meat and veggies diet - basically keeping it simple and trying to stay grateful all the time and appreciate every small and beautiful thing (and those things are endless when you allow yourself to see them)
Well I'm rambling but all I can advise is cut out the harmful stuff before anything else, and build from there - you don't want to be retarded anon, it's a gift to experience the pure beauty and peace of creation with a higher than average intelligence - NPCs are not happy I can assure you

>>22865681 (OP)
This phase will pass where you think you want to be an over socialized mongolid as you get older. You can get good at faking it, but it won’t fulfill you like mongrels

>t. oldfag wizard

>>22865681 (OP)
>This is political, I'll explain why later
i wonder if the jannies would've lkeft the thread up if he had explained better

>>22865681 (OP)
>How do I turn myself into a mongoloid pussy sniffing cave man?
A decade plus of hard drug, alcohol and inhalant abuse has unironically dropped my IQ 20 points if those bullshit IQ tests and my own anecdotal evidence are anything to go by. My recs are booze, Nitrous oxide and Ketamine for maximum brain damage - this will also bring ruin you'll one day regret. And don't huff whippets more then a couple times a year or your nerves will literally fry from the inability to absorb B12 after a few months of daily use

>>22865681 (OP)
Translate Arabic to emogi
>>22864759

One thing you might not expect is that depending on how you dumb yourself down, you could lose your memory first before your cognitive abilities catch up. Being smart enough to realize you can't trust your memory anymore is scary, not fun. It's like giving yourself Alzheimers

>>22865683
You're so cool