how the fuck do people nust go in and mutilate in one go? The flat side of a razor gives me papercut vibes and it is just more unvomfortable than anything else? and then the corner of it doesnt feel that way but it just is inconsistent. Too little or too much. Shavers have those little guards on the blades and it makes them rip through everything. Literally i just need better tools and i can properly let myself get worse. I hate going through razors because I only use corners and they get dull and uncmfortable so fast.

Thats why i have a job :D bandages and tape and things

i gotta get a job..

you might want to get on meds or get into drugs
it's gotta be better than the self mutilation shit

>>22866394
its easier to overdose on drugs than dying from being an attention whore on /bant/

>>22866394

hoenstly dawg im on 2 different meds and one of them is known for making this work but my pos doctor doesnt give a fuck. Insurance wont cover anyone else either. Now that I think about it they probably wouldnt cover an er visits, they didnt cover stitches at urgent care yeah?

idk where to get drugs i just buy weed and trudge through work every day :///

>>22866397
ive got a cat gang, cant do that to him. Hes just a little guy. Hes half my expenses

>>22866400
weed might make you neurotic in the long run, but if it helps then i say do it
>one of them is known for making this work but my pos doctor doesnt give a fuck. Insurance wont cover anyone else either. Now that I think about it they probably wouldnt cover an er visits, they didnt cover stitches at urgent care yeah?
the local hospital and doctors are fucking horrible where i live, but the hospital in a town 30-45 minutes away is pretty good
try to shop around a bit more if you can
>>22866397
i dunno, you underestimate some people

>>22866407
weed makes the days go by faster but yeah does fry the brain. I live in rural ass nowhere oregon and the only hospital is alr 20 minutes away. We do what we can yeah? I can look in the nearest real town, but idk how my luck with that'll go