>be me
>28
>life looks promising
>grew up with friends and girlfriends
>family is fine
>life is good
>goals and dreams

fast forward to today

>haven't dated a women in years
>anxious as shit all the time
>unable to focus on shit
>working a dead end job
>average asf income
>one single friend
>one bed apartment
>no aspirations, goals or dreams
>basically zero hobbies

Life is looking pretty bleak at this point. I'm too chicken shit to kym, so save it. What the fuck went wrong and how did I become such a shell of a man? Is there any hope to turn this around?

>>22876138 (OP)
it's because of the palantir mind control matrix

>>22876138 (OP)
You grew up fag

>>22876138 (OP)
>What the fuck went wrong and how did I become such a shell of a man?
i dunno, maybe provide more of a timeline of your life than the absolute peak and the absolute pit of despair

how did you go from a promising life to being a shell?
i mean what happened during that time period?
that's where the clues are

>>22876150
My teenage years were amazing. Lots of fun experiences. I think it all went south after high school. Moved out at 18, got a job, a girlfriend and a roommate and started off okay. Had a falling out with said roommate and then subsequently lost contact with mutual friends because of the BS.

Long term girlfriend and I broke up shortly after and since then, It's been down hill. All I do is work to survive and fund the very little hobbies I do have. I'm so disassociated now that I don't even care much to see my own family. Pure apathy.

>>22876165
i think this is normal now, sadly

i dont fucking know what to say honestly
it makes sense though, thanks for writing that out

>>22876167
I agree. Seems like a lot of other people are facing the same kind of demons. Is it the technology? Is it society? So much has changed since my childhood.

>>22876171
You don't know what to say and even I don't even know what to think. It's very confusing.

>>22876186
>It's very confusing.
true
good luck though
>>22876174
>Seems like a lot of other people are facing the same kind of demons. Is it the technology? Is it society? So much has changed since my childhood.
yeah i feel you
there's so much force in this world

>>22876138 (OP)
Same here but Im 25
idk my brother have the same problem as we but he changed through church
it will give you the community you want the human interaction you need.

its funny how life works he seems happy people need him because hes a mechanic always outside with church people or reapairing cars/trucks

I think it will help people like us because i saw what it did to him

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i really want to end my life

>>22876138 (OP)
>>22877581

>no aspirations, goals or dreams
>basically zero hobbies
>...
>What the fuck went wrong?

Am also 28, dealt with this already so I'll help genuinely

>Advice
Motivation and Purpose are inventions for the rational person, you can survive and just drift by unto death in the modern world; Yes, you have to make shit up and/or be deluded and invest time and effort into things YOU find amusing and make profit in perpetuity to actually enjoy life consistently

everyone has a sob story - each writes thier own epic (yes, you have think this gay and own it)