i took mushrooms yesterday and i'm too aware now, nothing else really matters after what i witnessed.

Let go and allowed to mother nature to engulf you as if you were rotting?... But somehow it's perfectly fine?

I liked my trips. Very humbling.

>>22899516 (OP)
That shit is fake, schizo

>>22899516 (OP)

Yeah, psychedelics tend to do that.

>>22899518
it didn't feel fake, even if it was the effects it had on me wasn't. holy shit, i didn't even know half of that was capable of being produced by my mind or processed.

>>22899520
To me it felt like my mind was fragmented and my counscious self became like an astronaut with moments of lucidity and then flung out of orbit of reason into realms of geometry. Truly insane.

>>22899516 (OP)
Nothing matters in your stupid shit consumerist wage slave life? Yeah that tracks. When's the last time you even spoke to a cousin, aunt, uncle, grandparent? You're a stupid fucking slave on a little treadmill and psychs can help you see that.

>>22899516 (OP)
Lolno. How much and which type?

You are bearing witness to an epigenetic change taking place. the extinguishing of a learned fear programmed in your DNA

>>22899523
everything you see is your own pereception.
Things you were taught, limitations of your human eye and brain, feelings at the time, your body chemistry. It's all perception.

>>22899516 (OP)
Nice tripping is very fun my favorite besides the pretty visuals is the hours as you are coming down and the next day where you have that wonderful introspective thought

>>22899520
first time is pretty far out. First time tripping?

>>22899516 (OP)
Once you take drugs, you are like more mature and intelligent than 99% of people.

I used to do a bunch of acid, not a lot at a time usually like a half tab or even a quarter but I'd do it once a week for a good year straight. Thought I was reaching some sort of enlightenment.
Pro tip that shit wears off and you just return to reality eventually and realize all the enlightenment crap is just your brain over clocked on serotonin
It's fun and you can learn new perspectives but ultimately it's just a carnival ride

>>22899525
Adorable, anon now knows 1/10th of philosophy 101 and thinks drugs gave him enlightenment. Wait until you figure out you can manifest metaphysical relationships in an intersubjective context, and that the processing speed pf perception is slightly slower than reality, so in a technical sense, you can never truly experience the present as the stimulus you reacted to has already passed. Or that chinese bug men knew about existentialism comparable with sartre for thousands of years.

Sound off boys. Did psychedelics make you more or less racist?

>>22899531
They made me see how brutal and unforgiving nature is but it was beautiful, I would always go out in nature when I was tripping

>>22899531
Reality made me racist tripping is mostly just for fun and it made me love trees if anything it made me and eco fascist

>>22899516 (OP)

Take more OP until you ascend OP

Do that like 8 or 9 times, get so used to ego death you achieve a sort of nirvana. It's weird but nice at the same time.

>>22899516 (OP)
I always experience a very nasty comedown, made me quite hesitant to keep on tripping regularly.

>>22899531
Heavily, helped me understand Esoteric National Socialism too which is good, but now it's hard to explain to anyone my beliefs, which may be helpful in the long run. Also what these guys said
>>22899532
>>22899533

I took a heroic dose of shrooms and saw 28 Years Later
Highly recommend

>>22899537
Don't bother explaining your beliefs, just believe them and live. They won't understand your beliefs, but they will understand your lifestyle.

>>22899520
> i didn't even know half of that was capable of being produced by my mind or processed.
try lucid dreaming. and some proper acid (get a legal LSD derivate online) next time

life is the trip

faggot

>>22899537
I love trees so much it’s unreal. They have so much wisdom they have been around for so long and have seen so much beauty. They have lots to say if you listen. I miss tripping I just don’t know how healthy it would be for me anymore. I can’t imagine psychedelics could be good for MS

>>22899542
Dr Robert Morse nd. cures MS and every other disease naturally. Morses.tv is his website they’ve vaporized him off every other satanic platform they’ve force fed to society. Our identity is cosmic, all other bifurcation is social construct.

>>22899543
Shut the fuck up nigger you can’t cure a chronic disease anyone who’s symptoms come and go has something called remitting relapsing multiple sclerosis I have something called primary progressive multiple sclerosis. That hack retard grifter is not curing anything he is simply taking rrms patients and claiming they are cured because they are experiencing lulls between flares of the disease. If I hear another dumb nigger trying to claim there is a cure then I’m going to do something very very bad in meinkraft of course legally tho with legal protection from an activist judge. Fuck you faggot you can only slow down progression. If the meds don’t work at slowing it down you are moved to something called secondary multiple sclerosis which means you don’t respond to the treatment. The only thing more severe to ppms is called Marburgs disease which is MS but it manifests with tumor like masses in the brain that kill you within 1-2 years post diagnosis. I hate you niggers that are trying to grift sick people who have brain damage with their bullshit. It’s amazing I have brain damage yet I am still smarter then most of the dumb ass normal niggers that exist. Kill yourself shill

>>22899544
Couple of things. One, the anon you're repsonding to is a charlatan, you're justified in yout anger and I'm sorry life dealt you a shitty hand. Two, the current medical industrial complex surpresses a lot of knowledge on treatments that arent financially viable; this is not an opinion, but a fact. Three, many chronic injuries are a result of intentional blindness to real side effects that are minimized in a peer reviewed study on drugs that can be sold for a large profit, so they have no incentive to be honest. Finally, homeopathy is bullshit, for the most part, but there are absolutely esoteric treatments for things that are not inuitive, and are unsupported in scientific literature because the process is too complex/ambiguious, or nobody has been assed to try it out. Try your best anon, I believe in you. That's genuinely horrible and I wish I could help more.

>>22899516 (OP)
>>22899520
Kek... Everyone always has these mind bending conscious altering experiences on mushrooms. Mine was
>Imagining stats as a bar graph
>zoom in on the graph
>It's actually a series of trains
>enter the trains and each bargraph train is a voltron full of pilots
>they transform into a robot and fight
>over time the visuals fade and I'm just left with a mental high
>my own subconscious just repeats shit I already know instead of giving me a revelation

It was super cool, but I imagine if I were crazy it would fuck me up. You're probably just an insecure little beta male or something.

>>22899545
>justified in your anger
Yeah no shit I hit a bad roll with less then half a percent roll to hit
>intentional blindness
Many chronic diseases are diagnosed from a spell in vision loss especially in MS’s case so retards take that and say muh correlation equals causation and go from there.
>esoteric treatments
Yeah I’m close to selling my soul and asking Marbus to help but I know that nigger will fuck me he is a tricky fuck
>wish I could help more.
Me too bud I’m so sick of pissing myself bro

>>22899542
>>22899544
>>22899547
Average lefty druggy burnout.

The Jews fear the mushroom eater.

>>22899547
I know nothing I can say will emancipate you from your flesh prison. All I can say is live your life and go out on your own terms when the time comes. It's cool to be mad, it's fine to be bitter, but divinity isnt waiting for god to tap you on the cock and solve your problems. It's doing the best you can, in spite of all the reasons to be consumed by the abyss, to make the world a mildly better place. I'm not going to sugar coat it. All life is suffering, it's the only way anything grows. It's not fair that some suffer more than others. But what you can do about it is transcend the paradigm. Enjoy what you have in the limited capacity you can; even that's fleeting. Embrace the gifts you've been given to the fullest extent, no matter how many more may be granted to someone else. And remember, you are my brother. You post in my home and I wish you well knowing nothing else about you. You can absolutely change someone's life, even if it's not your own. Never give up hope, not in god, not in society, not even in yourself, but in humanity. If you made a positive difference in two lives? Utilitarian felicity calculus says that's a win and it's hard to disagree.

>>22899548
Average namefag charlatan.

>>22899550
Kek, what are you his handler? You better get your asset under control, he's crashing out.

>he's a charlatan, don't worry about him my precious
>remember your programming

>>22899551
What are you, the patron saint of petty doomer retards? He's an anon who is obviously having a tough time; my wife deals with people in similar situations and it's fucking bleak. I dont know anything about him other than what he's posted. I felt compelled to try and help because it's what my path demanded of me, just like it's demanding that I call you a flippant retarded faggot who doesnt understand the rules of this website and is throwing stones from his glass house. Tell me, oh retarded namefag incapable of reflection, what's it like living eternally in a malicious gaybaby jail of your own making?

>>22899552
Kek. You're my SLAVE. Your DESTINY is COMPELLING you to DANCE IN MY PALM. Now come to your masters feet and BARK for me you DOG.

>>22899550
Thanks anon I appreciate you you’re a good dude for spending so much time to respond I really do love my anons so much it’s unreal you are the only good people in my life. I guess all I can do is keep marching on for my brothers
>>22899548
(You) nigger

https://youtu.be/TuJqUvBj4rE?si=4st3nCRP9C3_A5X9

>>22899553
Dance in your palm? My destiny is compelling me to call you a retard because you're acting retarded. Is that the path you chose and enjoy? I dont think it is, and if it was, that's the kind of choice a retard would make for retarded reasons, so I guess power to you.

>>22899554
Glad to hear it. I didnt even need to give you the kamina "if you cant believe in yourself believe in the me that believes in you" thing. You've got this anon, all you need to do is go forward one step at a time. Why? If you stop you'll never go anywhere, and the journey is as meaningful as the destination.

they take this from you

>>22899556
GOOD BOY. OBEDIENT JUST HOW I LIKE.

>>22899516 (OP)
is that logan paul on the left? lmaoo

>>22899516 (OP)
Just became conscious of how much the white pharaoh guy looks like Jeff Bezos (but better, of course)

>>22899558
Have sex faggot

>>22899548
Filtered.

>>22899558
Acting smug and retarded is still retarded. You dont have to be retarded, you're choosing to act retarded, and now have to live as a retard. All I'm doing is pointing out the obvious, you're doing some weird passive aggressive retard schtick to justify that I called you retarded and you enjoy it. Like I said, if that's what you wanted, cool? Not exactly hard to accomplish; you're great at being retarded. Bravo.

>>22899516 (OP)

>>22899563
I choose. You obey.

>>22899516 (OP)
>>>/x/

>>22899516 (OP)
need to go deeper, 7 grams minimum, that’s where the real fun begins. also score yourself some DMT

>>22899564
yes

>>22899565
To be retarded. You chose to be retarded. Step it up senpai; no one wants to be retarded, they begrudgingly accept the nature of their reality and cope. The sky is blue, grass is green, and you are retarded; I'm not obeying the sky or the grass by pointing out the obvious, and I'm not obeying you in any capacity beyond insulting your intelligence, which is apparently what you want.

>>22899536
>I always experience a very nasty comedown, made me quite hesitant to keep on tripping regularly.
For me it's always very nice, only after I slept over it is that special feeling after a trip gone.
Only ever had one bad one, but even that turned into a very interesting and positive experience about half way through.

I only do it very rarely though, it has been six years in a couple of weeks. Maybe this is the year?
I never look for it, when the time seems right it will find me.