I have a lot of guilt I have done terrible things and can never feel normal because of them.

>>22905189 (OP)
yeah
therapy or religion might help, idk
i can't help but feel it makes you more complacent/deadened the more it happens, and that it's partially irrecoverable

there's this program called WWOOF, it's a coalition of farms around the world
you can pick one of them & go there, you can volunteer to help around the farm in exchange for food and a place to stay
i've heard good stories from people who who did it, idk though

you could also work on a cargo ship maybe, it seems like that sort of work is quiet/peaceful for a few months while the ship is in transit

>>22905189 (OP)
Get saved, anon
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Tf72DtkGvI

>>22905189 (OP)
Make it up to them/make up for it.
In excess, even eternally. If you liked doing the wrong thing then make up for it, make your doing the wrong thing mean a lot of good. Obviously don't rape boys, no excuse for that, if that's your addiction and you have a dick, sorry bud but you need to cut yourself off get other likes, fuel to do things. Some things are not ok, no exceptions. Sex changes are one of them. Anal at least on guys.
Don't do the wrong thing.

>>22905189 (OP)
Same except I don’t feel bad about them and it doesn’t bother me.

what do you mean terrible things? you cant just say that and not give details you faggot

>>22906348
No they can’t give you details, it’ll ruin the mystery.

>>22906355
well i dont know you but youre a faggot also clearly so that cant be right

op share details if youd like

>>22906355
melonade

>>22906366
Technically dike in my case and only half the time that is.

>>22906709
Anonymous

>>22906716

>>22906716
*dyke

>>22905189 (OP)
the worst thing you did was start this thread and not respond to it.

1pbtid

>>22906721
rape2

>>22906737
rape3

>>22905189 (OP)
There's one thing I did when I was 14 that still gets to me today. Can't really get closure because the people involved want nothing to do with me anymore. I've gotten to a point where I can recognize they were also semi-responsible, but most of it is still on me.

It sucked having to spend all of my high school years avoiding those people, especially when some of them started to become friends with my new friends. But oh well, I'll never see them again now thankfully and we live and we learn.

>>22905189 (OP)
Do worse things to take your mind off the things you feel guilty about.

>>22905189 (OP)
Pussy