I'm sick of existing. Shitty America elected another pedophile to the president's seat. All of my intellectual property was stolen. My old bank accounts are unaccounted for.

I started Google, and I regret it. I invented OSX, and I regret it. I don't even care about all of the supercars I designed. Fuck the Bugatti Veyron. Fuck the Ferrari Enzo. Fuck Maybach fuel. Fuck the entire US patent office.

I want to end my misery. I'm back to considering suicide.

Also, I don't even know why I'm blogging. No one really values me.

>>22907112 (OP)
>I invented OSX, and I regret it.
you worked on OSF/1?

>>22907119
I don't know. I worked on the Apple Lisa, and I wrote the software for NeXT, then I sent Steve Jobs to a trade show with my tech, and he sold it to Apple to get his job back.

I came up with the general concept and did most of the work on backwards compatibility, and did the drag and drop to install thing. I don't know what I let people get away with so much for.

I also have brain damage from a suicide attempt at 16 that offers me memory loss. So it's a blur. I can't recall how to do anything again.

I also just found out that my dad threw away all of our old PCs, and they would have had my technology just sitting on them. I didn't think of asking about them until recently. I was distracted by him tossing out my backup discs first.

>>22907112 (OP)
There are no good politiciams. Never has been, never will be. Whatever parasite makes themselves prominent is irrelevant.

Cryptocurency is degenerate. Hardware serving could be used as credits. Make enjoyable experiwnces, get some.

>why did I make a thread
Attention.
Yiu want to exiat as you present yourswlf.
You want credit.
Aren't exxhibiting it so don't deaervenit. Whatever your memories saynor logic says.

You need to be to be taken as that. To be that. Maybe yiu aren't your past. Or yiu are, but it isn't as acrive without yiu exerting it.

It not honoured if you're not appreciable. If not making it better, and maybe makingnit again. Progressnis nice soetimes ifnnot always. Getting back to where you're getting out great stuff may be a process requuring some basjcs and progress throuhg them. Essentials. And momentum.

Making these threads thats whatnyiu are. Complaining about thingsndone andncarried further, nit getting credit.
Don't be that.

Some stuff needs to be made. Beuond what others can see, and ask ofnyou.

Here might not be the best olacen for it, but not a lot of bad here. A lotbof god. Good.n

Others could see whatnis good is not a part of what is bad. Allntheninstituotion doijg wrong dispowered by yiur awesome studf.

Something right built. And foundation to make right heights.

And others good could come here, add to, get stuff going. Not aa slaves, butbbecahse that is who they are. Dobto getndone rather than empower scum.

>>22907174
Thanks for the response. I'm struggling to not slit my wrists, and hoping that my girlfriend comes online. I am really disinterested in existence on this planet.