>>22914204
Ahoy! I have mostly stayed indoors, aside from a beach BBQ for my mother's birthday. I've felt remarkably well today, despite recent events. I really feel like I've been overwhelmed with thoughts that I had no place of sharing.
For instance, I was viscerally aware of my past life ending in suicide, and the realization that this isn't my first life made me believe that it wasn't my last life. In short, I was dismissive towards this life we have here together, and considered myself, more than anything, certain that my soul would live on.
Luckily I've had a few heart to hearts with people that have really helped me come down to Earth, and value this life over any past experience--- i.e. pre 1988, when I was born.
>>22914286
Aiyah..
I've come to a conclusion, I think I should share:
Suicide is not something that I should entertain as a solution to my worldly problems.
