>>22937929 (OP)I promise you, no matter what they are and no matter how bad your desperation to prove yourself is, women are the worst compared to your anticipation. Right now, you'll believe a woman covered in rotting baby corpses is magnificent.
Reality is so heartbreaking, you'll spend the rest of your life miserable, and you'll tell every other young asshole that you hate that sex is the best thing ever. Misery loves company.
Sex is the best thing ever. You should try it.