>parents just dropped $1600 up front in cash for a cheap shitty house rental for me and I feel bad

>>22942761 (OP)
well you no longer have to worry about the homeless thing
i feel the same way about people giving me things, makes me uncomfortable.

>>22942774
I was wanting to do a surprise post after going silent for a while and wait until i got everything moved in after people would have thought I had roped, but its just not the same as my redemption post first day out of the bin
It has cinderblock walls so it might be better sound isolated, and no one can complain to the slumlords about me screaming about nigger rape 50 times a day and banging my head on things
My dad is good at tools and stuff and my mom likes to clean so maybe they will be able to fix it up a little
I also have hcbs waiver almost finished for in home pt and ot and case management

>>22942810
Are you the sensitive guy who walks around wearing ear plugs and sound dampening headphones etc

>>22942810
>cinderblock walls
nothing is getting through them lole
still it’s good to know you not gonna be out in the elements because some cucklord is too sensitive to entertain the thought that niggers rape. pro tip: cinderblock walls stay cool in summer so you can save on air conditioning.

>>22942810
sounds like things are looking up, glad to hear it.
better neighborhood? same?

>>22942822
Nigga I don't give a fuck what the content of your ornery rant is if it's 3 in the morning I just want you to shut the fuck up

>>22942827
it’s 9am doe…

>>22942836
Goddamnit son why did you turn out like this

>>22942822
It's actually just the words themselves nigger and rape or many variations thereof that I use as an alternative to punching holes in the walls and this is what I get for it trying to not destroy property
>>22942826
Looked bad from the map but it's actually quieter in person
>>22942827
Take your invega

>>22942761 (OP)
your parents are shitty if they expect you to live in a goy shoebox with roommates

>>22942840
try to find better and better outlets than screaming niger rape or punching walls or overtraining
there are others
the energy can be used for good things

>>22942860
>the energy can be used for good things
if you can manage to be left alone for a decent period of time, atleast

>>22942860
No

>>22942840
yeah I get you. it’s hard when your mind gets overwhelmed and then goes black all of a sudden and you start blurting out some random chain of mismatched words that can be easily taken out of context by someone who isn’t in the room. I don’t know if it’ll help you, but for me I usually find that watching an episode or two of anime calms be down for a few hours afterwards. although I it’s mostly because it distracts me and I end up gushing to myself over how cut the anime girls are. not a healthy coping mechanism but an effective one for me.

First flight away from the nest. I wish nothing but the best for you and am glad you are not homeless. Remember to get your social security up and running and God speed!

>>22942873
that is a good strategy
not just anime, but any TV show or media you really enjoyed when you were younger, that you're familiar with, as long as it doesn't get you too emotional

you can also watch cooking/baking videos/shows, and calm vlogs about hotels in dubai or sleeper trains or whatever

>>22942840
actually nice.
also congrats on the deathmetal black ID

>>22942761 (OP)
how are your hands doing though?