I hate my life. There is nothing good about my life. I was born in shitty america as euromutt to english and german parents and got the worst ugly phenotype.

I just cried tears, I'm so demoralized. EVERY FUCKING DAY I see youtubers who are richer than me, people that aren't even rich but live in japan, china, korea etc and have INFINITELY better lives. They have better food, better culture, better family, happier lives. They live to 95+ and you expect me to fucking live that long? With this mental state and this society?

I have nothing to live for. I cry everyday, I'm alone and I will die alone. I talk to no one everyday and I don't even speak I'm so alone, I'm demoralized every fucking day. There's nothing but fast food, there's nothing but garbage living, driving. I'm so depressed I didn't even eat today. And if I do want to go eat something I'll have to drive to get fast food because that's all there is.

I'm done with this shit. Get me the fuck off earth now. I'm having a mental breakdown. I just watched this video it made me even more depressed. Knowing that I'll NEVER get to have this life. I'll NEVER get to eat good food. I'll NEVER have any good life. I'll always be permanently suffering because I was born in america. I'll be suffering because I'll NEVER get to enjoy anything good.

My life is the worst it has ever been at this point and I'm only 25. What even is the point of all this? When I can't even have a decent life. Just constant demoralization, loneliness and pain.

https://youtu.be/lsB1q_Mpmjk

you got legs nigger just leave

>>22947120
the legs do be working

>>22947102 (OP)
what do you think OP?

also, if you become a regular at any sort of bar or restaurant or something, you might meet people
even just staff you see regularly can make you feel better
that costs money though so idl

you say "i'll never do this or that", but the ONLY good thing you have right now is the fact that you're 25 and alone
you can literally do anything

Start knitting

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=awKjusa-JFQ
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MclONqaxPIc

you could be either of these guys, theoretically
no one will stop you from becoming either one

>>22947134
I can't do it though because I'm locked here in shitty america. I will never have the life of a Japanese or Chinese. So I'm just going to give up. Even if I move there I don't want to since I'll.never be accepted. I was born in a shit life. Nothing good.

I don't care about anything anymore. I stopped brushing my teeth, taking showers or worrying about anything. I just don't care.

My life sucks. It will never get better. I can never have the food they eat without spending 6 hours a since we don't have healthy food just goyslop.

So im just going to sit here in misery wallowing because its all I can do.

>>22947144
nigger you can go to natural grocer and buy salmon and bone broth and rice and whatever the fuck you want, you know america makes up $200 trillion of the $800 trillion world economy?
i'm not trying to say your life isn't shit, but it's not because you live in america, it's just because your own life is shit

what do you think would be better in one of those countries, which you could never have while in america?

>>22947148
A $7 taco bell lux box is cheap.

All that costs $50+ retard. Its over

>>22947151
idk what you mean by "all that", but anything you make at home with groceries will cost ATLEAST half as much per calorie than any fast food

idk, maybe it's cheaper than eating salmon filets every day twice a day, but you'll feel much better eating rice and beans with some fresh produce than you would eating fast food, and that is CERTAINLY cheaper than fast food

is it way easier/cheaper to eat healthy in asian countries? is that what you're saying?

>>22947102 (OP)
Have you thought about moving to one of these countries and marrying a girl there? Check out some youtube channels lots of westerners are doing this and living happy lives.

>>22947157
he says even if he moves there he'll never be accepted

Has he considered knitting? It's very relaxing and maybe he can sell a sweater or two.

>>22947162
that might be good

Sounds like this nigger just needs to learn how to cook.

>>22947187
probably
i think he says it's too expensive
maybe he'll say it takes too much time
people cook for themselves in those asian countries too, though

>>22947193
>too expensive
Would be cheaper and healthier than fast food. Sure it might not be the best food in the world but it can be decent. People who agonise over seed oils and other stupid shit are doing themselves a disservice most of the time, especially if they're poor.

>he'll say it takes too much time
Yeah because I'm sure he's making million dollar deals every day and just doesn't have a second to spare. You can cook a week's worth of meals and refrigerate/freeze them and then heat it up in a microwave. It's not complicated.

The food part of this equation is fucking retarded.

then go back to brazil

>>22947102 (OP)
fuck you

>>22947209
In other countries you can get healthy meals quickly in america you get nothing.

Also America is shit you are poor,have nothing to live for, its dangerous, have to drive everywhere and can never get good passive exercise

Fuck this shithole I wish I was born in Japan or China every single day. Why was I cursed in a western country.

>>22947150
Idk maybe having an actual family, place where I could actually bike or walk to the store, a place where good healthy food is readily available. a place where family and culture actually means something.

In America there's none of that. Its all garbage. Im so unbelievably depressed I'm just going to lay here and die. I'm going to do the same thing as yesterday just sit here and rot.

You need meds and a hobby.

>>22948877
That's cope, you're coping. I'm the sane one. How can ANYONE in america be okay with this living.

Its $3 USD for a good bowl of noodles with meat veggies, broth etc where as I live in the US I can't get shit here. Also I have to drive 20 miles to get ANYTHING. Oh and I'm poor. I hate my life there is zero good in life

I will take this to the grave its just garbage. Nothing is good in life. Even the things I want which is a new gaming PC desk I can never have because it's $3000.

So even the things I enjoy I don't get to have them. Fuck you.

I hate my parents for birthing me in this shit country. Birthed me in this shit country. I hate my life. There is nothing good in life.

I can never enjoy anything.

>>22948968
what's stopping you from getting more money? are you in debt or anything?
>>22948978
what's stopping you from enjoying anything? something specific?

i'm not asking rhetorically, i wanna know

>>22948987
>what's stopping you from getting more money?
Because its all rigged. and I refuse to work. Why the fuck should I work when some faggot on youtube that demoralizes me EVERY FUCKING DAY or some only fans whore makes $3000 a day where I can't even afford a $3000 gaming PC which is the ONLY thing I want to enjoy my life but I can't even have that. I can't even enjoy my hobbies because they are locked behind a paywall

>what's stopping you from enjoying anything?
Because I will always live knowing I'll never be in a country with an actual life. I'll never have a family, friends etc because I'm an outcast, ugly. I'm a ghost and it's PERMANENT. There's nothing here. I might as well be dead. And I can't move anywhere because I will never be asian, never be part of those cultures. I'm physically and mentally stuck living in america so its over. I might as well be dead.

Oh and I'm ugly, so there's that, add that on top of the list. So no I don't have friends and I don't want them I just want to die, I want death I want to be alone.

>>22948998
you fell for every psyop man
money is just money
there's people who have to work starting at age 15
there's people who buy their own car and pay for their own college without help
i'm not saying "pul yourself up by your bootstraps", i'm just saying you can get a $3000 gaming PC if you hold a job for less than a year

there's outcasts in every country
you might be an outcast but it's not because you're american and don't fit in
it's probably because of some fucked up family bullshit you went through when you were younger, or something

>>22949007
>there's people who have to work starting at age 15
I know my dad has told me this plenty of times.
Always about how he worked since he was 12. I hate that him and I also hate my mom. He should've just stayed poor and done nothing. To me NOTHING matters if I can't have a good life. Oh you worked all that time just so I could be born in shithole america with zero life, zero job, zero money, zero future. Yea fuck you. Should've saved himself the effort and stayed poor. Fucking retard, now I'm stuck here and I'm miserable. I want to die

If I can't have simply want I want to enjoy. I only have hate for myself and I don't care about anything else.

>>22948998
it's fine if you want to be alone but you should atleast try to get a gaming PC if it's what you want
you can live a dignified existence alone, and even in america
no one is gonna help you, but it's not that hard, tons of retards do it

>>22949013
it's sad, the more irresponsible people are the ones more likely to have children
for people like him, it's easy to imagine things will continue to be as easy as it was when he was young. how could he have predicted any of this?
i know it was still his choice to have children, but there's nothing you can do now
your life might feel like a meaningless abortion but it doesn't ahve to be that way, as long as you don't stay in one place for too long

captcha: ASGAS

>>22949011
But outcasts in japan or china live 1000x better, safer and healthier lives than me. They can go eat noodles cheaply, they can go live rurally in the countryside. They can ride the train easily for nothing.

I fucking hate living in america. My life is just that garbage. I'm worth nothing. Even the lowest loser and the most poorest east asian still lives a better life than me.

https://youtu.be/MtdupS0gRt0

>>22948968
Is having nice food all you care about lol?

>>22948998
If it helps I'm told that I'm good looking. I go to the gym 3-4 days a week. I'm 33 and still live with my mother. I have Autism, so socialising always puts me in a state of anxiety. I'll probably never have a family either, but do I really want to raise a family in this Muslim infested country? Probably not. I'll never be able to afford my own house. I have no family apart from my mother. All I do to get by is doing photography and watching YouTube. It doesn't matter what you look like if you are a social outcast.

>>22949559
>. I'll never be able to afford my own house.
you couild take out a loan and do options trading, lol
not saying it's a good idea but i'm just saying, try to avoid learned helplessness

>>22949559
good post though
good luck anon

>>22949560
I'm unemployed at the moment. I have been for 3 months, so I'm kind of stuck at the moment. All I want is a little one bedroom flat in a fairly nice area. I've heard people have to work 6-7 days a week in low paid jobs just to be able to pay the bills. What a fucking miserable life.

>>22949586
that's how it's been in south american countries and places like india for several decades now
that's why they take the opportunity so seriously when they come to western countries
it seems like there's nowhere left to go

you still got a chance though

if there's anything you're really good at, now is hte time to take advantage of it

Thanks anon. I'll keep going

you ungrateful