brr brr patapim brr brr patapim chimpanzini bananini tung tung tung sahur. brr brr patapim brr brr patapim chimpanzini bananini tung tung tung sahur.

holy hell

boneca ambalabu

ugh yawn tired

naptime


le heckin mediebv/werewolf headcanons are isolating whereas I want social interaction :<

what the helly?

Brrraaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppp

>>22950883 (OP)

WHAT.

Ugh wokeup fell asleep again having three teas I decided to move three teas at the same time coz usually it takes me 3 teas before I feel normal but it takes forever to make them and let them cool down this way I save a lot of time

Anyway I was looking at some old photos

And like geesh I tan more easily and burn less then my half native Americans surrogate mother

From certain angles lighting my skin looks sort of different and I almost have a kind of 'black'look to me, like I'm almost slightly black looking but I'm not at all

I kept growing into my 20s thank God because my nose used to be a little big for my face but it became proportionate and now it doesn't look too big my face grew bigger and my nose stayed the same kind of an awkward growing phase that last too long

But yet I used to have blonde hair

It's so strange, I'm such a peculiarity genetic wise I imagine

It sounds strange to say this about yourself, but I think imalmost turned out like a dove in that I wasn't a regular pigeon I wasn't dark haired or medium skinned toned like my parents probably were but I tan really easily and get really dark lol
>.<

Ha ha there's backlash that Nintendo didn't cast hunter schafer as zelda

LET THE PAST DIE!!!!!


AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

I really wonder how some of my family survived when I look at how black people have been treated and Italians, I wonder where they came from what their history is, because they would have probably been treated really differently and could have been seriously economically effected by things like racism and prejudice notwithstanding the normal variety, like the potato famine and shit like that. I just wonder how they survived, I'm missing a big chunk of my gistroy it kind of feels like you're stuck in the dark not knowing about this, when it comes to your families history.

I mean, we don't really look white for sure like what the fuck, I can't even imagine where did they live. Were they treated the same way as italian immigrants, did they get by passing as Mediterranean?

Apparently America is the place that really put into practice the notion and belief of "whiteness" as a racial construct, so I would like to know how Europe dealt with that issue, if they treated people drastically different based on how they looked what racism was like back then

tiny black pecker schizobabble

It just drives me nuts not knowing this

It's hard for me to see stuff like this and not judge it too hastily, because I feel like it just seems so white, I can't imagine my family existing back then ans dressing like that, I just can't see it, so like how did they manage? God, I just imagine they existed through so many years of oppression, I might be the first when it comes to some od my ancestors who could experience a semblance of freedom, though what I experience might not be wholly different or far removed maybe I just come from a long line of prejudice and oppression.

https://youtu.be/rFxetPduppw

>>22951170
tiny white clitty obsessed pecker leaky

yawn wokeup

lol

https://youtu.be/m-vuVjiF8Jk

>LE AVERAGE LOOKING GUY DID A THING!!!! LOOOOOOK!!!!

no one fucking cares

But heres Japanese Tom sawyer and huckfinn, I can kind of relate to that more, huckfinn is depicted as not so white looking in the anime.

But it got me thinking about the idea of outcasts again, since I wonder if being an outcast isn't merely my own experiences but instead something that has been a part of my heritage and family line.

I just can't believe my family completely abandoned, I want to know the answers, what happened, it's so bizarre

chatgpt written narration commentary on videos is the most insufferable piece of garbage I have ever heard

Books should NOT be written by chatgpt until chatgpt gets smarter

meh

not really feeling being a werewolf

may decide to become civilized only to le stop being isolatederino

>>22950883 (OP)
ahh horse

>>22951607
or something

actually I just think the way werewolves are built are meh and don't make sense

the abdomen doesn't look strong enough, too hourglass (weak muscle)


So instead I'm gonna cook my fooderino for once and collect travel companions

>>22951637
AND I'm gonna turn a zillion skeletons into bonemeal so I can grow fooderino fast

if i'm gonna grow and cook food I might as well get civilizederino

I think I'll build a base at 5000 5000

>>22951092
you can make a pot of tea you know

>>22951741
I don't have a pot and I'm not going to go get one

>>22951747
still, you can just heat a bunch of water & steep tea leaves in it, if you have one of htose little metal strainer things
probably less than $10

better than making three teas separately

>>22951736
blech

no suitable place to build a house at 1000,1000 nor 2000,2000

JUST FUCKING SNOW

I WANT TO BUILD A FUCKING VEGAN FARM SO I CAN HAVE ENDLESS FOODERINO

la vaca saturno saturnita

brainstorming something new

something with a map

>>22950883 (OP)
When will this lonely stallion find a mate to hang his saddle with and enjoy some hay

I have always really likes this album art. I feel like there is an undertone of "sexuality" to it, I'm not sure if it's intentional or not, but it's pretty remarkable she was able to do this with such a stark simple background that is not inherently sexual.
Anyway, my main point is that Halsey the artist she is usually typed as an ISFP, but I find it weird, many people would classify her as that then point out her album cover used here as an example. It's kind of sensual, and it feels sort of grounded, and sort of raw or untamed.

Similarly, though I've never tested as a sensor, and that's not to say I am, but I share a lot of really similar qualities with some of them. Especially Halsey at least, maybe I'm being a stunted autist bringing the MBTI into the equation, but I think I come across like a sensor almost in certain ways, I thunk there's only a slight difference, where I am a little more 'airy'or detached and ethereal but still in a pretty earthy and grounded way,

Don't know if it's navel gazing or not, it just popped up in my mind, it really stands out to me.

I just find it really peculiar how I seem to differ in that way, the images pictures I like are a lot more 'sensual'or sensor-y in some ways. But I guess Halsey is kind of different, she sort of seems like an intuitive in some ways, but no I'm pretty sure she's a sensor. But some of her song topics she chooses to write about, the fact that she made those a focus and chose to write about them says a lot, in some way it must be similar to how my mind works, and I find that interesting or fascinating and curious in some way. Because, obviously it's some sort of difference.

In some ways, I think I am too earthy and sensual but in other ways I am too abstract and detached. Well, maybe I'm not detached enough I feel almost everything, maybe that's not the right term of expression.

Uh, I was just thinking, for my environment can be pretty important to me, I'm pretty sensitive to my environment and I like it to be a certain way and really love when something is atmospheric in a way that I really enjoy.

So that's an example that normally only a sensor would possibly share more often, and it's one of these differences that sort of seperate me.

But anyway. I think what some of it could be is that Halsey is half black, I think that might inform her perception and her modes of expression. But also, some of it's not entirely type related I guess, it's just that these traits often are used to identity and type or stereotype people I think.

I was similarily thinking and kind of amazed, I think my skin color is really similar to halsey and she's half black, while I am not. I guess that's why people comment on how "dark" or tanned I can get sometimes becuase that's considered pretty dark I guess, I mean I'm as dark as this half black woman.

I am the stallion.

On another semi-related topic, I'm sure this person I know is part white now for sure. I only suspected it before, sometimes she looks like a pretty plain white girl, and passes off as a white girl pretty well, but their features are almost 'exotic'and a little different. She basically has really similar skin, and features to Halsey who is half black, so I don't know I really wonder now what she is.

I was thinking about how they're exotic to me, I don't know if exotic would be the right word, because they pass off as a plain white person so well, but they have this really unique look to them and they have this really different taste and style that I find almost 'intoxicating' somehow and I am horrendously drawn and attracted to it.

Of course they like carebears. Because care bears (the original) suits how they are in someway that feels impossible to describe other then it fits them. And likewise growing up and loving care bears, it makes me love them for all the reasons I loved carebears.

But it's kind of similar to that, it feels like in thinking about how they're exotic to me, it feels like they're from this lost civilization or world, I guess she sort of reminds me of some depictions of Egypt in some ways, in others I sort of think of Atlantis, but I'm not really sure.

I kind of think of he-man and she-ra and I imagine she's from whatever world she-ra is from.

I don't know if she really has barbarian in her, she doesn't seem parroculalry intimidating, fierce or like she descends from warriors outright, but it's hard to be sure exactly. I really wonder what about her ancestors because of that. We're they just peasants? I can't imagine them being just regular normal people either.

>>22954016
Wtf that was creepy

>>22954032
I am the stallion anon.

>>22954125
*shudder *

I think Zelda is like a ideal female archetype for me as of now, and I mean current newest Zelda, not the older Zeldas.

Nintendo did a really good job with her design. Somehow, Zelda isn't really tall, slender, or lean. But yet, somehow she's the princess. It kind of comes close to reminding me or being comparable to them I think, except they aren't as regal for some reason, I am not really sure why.

I am not entirely sure what is portrayed and suggested to be 'high-class'and regal here with Zelda and link really in actuality are, or, not so much that but instead, is the idea of high class really befitting or suitable for us individually?

It's this that's hard to decide. That's kind of where, if it's not Zelda, then it's kind of wild and untamed barbarians or something, or even just primitive prehistory

But zelda is very good

I guess I just feel like maybe I need someone with more class, and sophistication you know? That's why Zelda has become this ideal because there aren't many real life women like Zelda out there I think I would like them very much, maybe they would actually appreciate me I don't know

i just had an idearino, for backstory I was watching a slendrina vid essay,

so what if I just had a horror waifu that'd give me stockholm syndromerino...


I could possible watch all of the sadako movies as an alternative

before that I was thinking along the lines of ... der 'craft

a cow, a cat, and a wolf waifu (all kemonomimis)

>>22954355
and btw with the latter, I've come to point where I'm just ignoring logic for my own comfort

I want cow mommy wife and cat rhymes with brat and wolf = tomboy


And I'm thinking about a fox addition too

whenever I figure out personality foxes are meant to represent.

>>22954398
so I'll probably go with the minecraft because no video game base is boring

I just don't understand why they made link such a twink

It's like I'll take Zelda and leave Link

This kind of thing is almost similar but would be considered more elegant and graceful, and classy, and while I like it at some level I don't know if it appeals to me on a deeper level

Bump

>>22950883 (OP)
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