I am extremely socially awkward and mentally ill so I find it amusing in a self-deprecating way (towards myself) and schadenfreude way (towards her) when going on dates with girls. However I am very direct and when I ask her to have kiss or have sex things often go to that. Throughout my entire life I've been extremely isolated, I have only a few close friends, my mother is schizo and I have a very distant emotionless relationship with my father.

there is nothing wrong with you. not reading any replies so don't bother

>>22960970
this probably
>>22960940 (OP)
if you feel you have trouble empathizing with people, that can be fixed
you write well and seem self-aware

>>22960940 (OP)
Normalnigger of the day award

>>22961759
can you explain "normalnigger" vs "normie" please?
people get mad at me about it