i don't wanna waste my life
i could've been capable of raising children but it feels like i never will be at this point
not directly related but sometimes i think about it
these things should take care of themselves if you're doing what you're supposed to, i guess
FUCK i've gone and wasted a thread slot
just disregard this thread
>>22979591it is ok
BECOME ANOTHER CASUALTY OF SOCIETY AND BACK DOWN
*BECOME ANOTHER VICTIM OF YOUR CONFORMITY
hehe tacos rule
you really dont want to waste your life like this genetic dead end wage slaving at a grocery store and getting bullied online my teenagers
>>22979611
>>22979565 (OP)if you dojt wannna waste tour life stop playing video games, watching anime, using social media like discord.
There is an entire world you havent seen outside and you really wanna spend it talking to some no name in discord who is gonna be there when you get back?
it's fucked up but trye
>>22979621Babe wake up, new kotcore just dropped.
>>22979565 (OP)>i don't wanna waste my life>doesnโt realize her body i made up of cells that are constantly dying and reproducing therefore meaning that youโre always wasting away no matter what you do.
>>22979619>>22979624not so bad
>>22979629i've seen alot of the world
it was always look but don't touch becasue i was too young, and then i ended up taking care of my BPD mother while mydad sat in a box
i got repeatedly cucked out of any sort of place in the world that i would really give a fuck about
>>22979637never said that
>>22979635sounds like you havent seen a single thing
>>22979637also making yourself pissed off all the time because of some artificial drama that you """friends""" did to you isnt fun.
>>22979637sounds like you're in a death cult
if you've seen any of the world you wouldnt be posting on 4chan about wasting your life
>>22979634yees
>>doesnโt realize her body i made up of cells that are constantly dying and reproducing therefore meaning that youโre always wasting away no matter what you do.it do be like that
don't most of your cells get completely replaced every 2 years or something
>>22979635itโs comfy is a numb way, like a digital ennui.
i just don't know what to do
>>22979668i see it more as island time than anything
i guess it becomes ennui for alot of people
the one childhood friend i have left has been drinking alot & talking less and less
his dad hates him compared to his brothers
he works in a bolt factory now, these 50 year old married guys constantly threaten to rape him as a joke
he's broken $10,000 equipment a few times and wrecked his car because of the drinking, thoug it does seem to help his anxiety
he's halfway across the country
i wish i could help
i guess i could help anytime, i could work on an oilrig or something & give him the money
i don't do anything though
when i was younger i thought i would have more resources by the time he ended up in the meat grinder, but no
>>22979619you are a non contributing waste of space in more than one way, so opinion shitcanned.
>>22979619brock is cool
i dont think OP is though
>>22979678>>22979683I'm sorry about ur bf bro, it's too bad he doesn't have a better boyfriend who would actually go work on the oil rig but unfortunately he doesnt
>>22979698Brocks a newfag wastoid but he throws a curveball every now and then and impresses you. He's like a wildcard. Or a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get!
>>22979708that's still way more tolerable than
this borderline schizoshit ITT
>>22979712They called me shit hands ohanrahan back in the army because I made the best out of every situation
>>22979708more like your shitty discord can't do fuck all bringing friends and packing a lunch.
against one autist with a fumo.
>>22979709can you tell me about the world?
>>22979684>>22979698>>22979792look at these losers wasting their life op.
you are in good company
i can't remember anything important
that's vague bullshit and not what i meant
>>22979849i'm gonna kill my parents and then myself, i just don't know when
>>22979849you're doing the same thing but you're unlikable and joyless