Found out today that Pan Piano, the YouTube cosplayer who plays anime openings in skimpy outfits, has a husband, three kids, a paid-off house, and a car. She films herself half-dressed pressing piano keys while millions of desperate guys throw money and praise at her like she’s some goddess. She barely talks, doesn’t even have to pretend she has a personality. And she’s set for life. Comfort, love, stability, attention, all of it handed to her for doing the bare minimum.

I’m 32. I did everything I was told to do. Got a computer science degree. No debt. Never slacked off. I worked part-time through college, pulled all-nighters, stayed disciplined while everyone else partied and hooked up. And for what. No one hired me. Every application either ignores me or tells me I don’t have enough experience. I can’t even get an interview for entry-level jobs. The degree means nothing. The hard work meant nothing. No one cares.

I work in a warehouse now. Twelve hour shifts under flickering lights. My back hurts constantly. Holidays are just longer days. I come home to my parents’ crumbling house in a dead town where nothing grows except regret. I make just enough to stay alive and not enough to leave.

Never had a girlfriend. Never been on a date. Never even kissed anyone. Still a virgin. No one’s ever looked at me with interest. I haven’t had a real friend since kindergarten. Every day is the same blank grey haze. I don’t even know why I keep going to work. There’s nothing to hope for. No light at the end. Just the same loop until I die. Can someone explain to me why I should bother to even get up tomorrow to work? I feel like I’m just finished and it never even started for me.

>>23045529 (OP)
don't hate the player, hate the game.

>>23045530

why not both?

It's why I would reluctantly support banning all IRL porn and porn-adjacent media. Women shouldn't even be allowed to own property. They're societal drains.

>>23045529 (OP)
>I did everything I was told to do.
Except be someone likeable. You're a bitter ugly person.
But you can change.

>>23045529 (OP)
>has a husband, three kids, a paid-off house, and a car.
Good. Maybe you'll stop simping for her for years you pathological retard.

>>23045529 (OP)
>I haven’t had a real friend since kindergarten
you mostly had me until this
I don't have any real friends either at the moment, but I sure as shit made plenty of friends in my adolescent years and beyond. Once I hit like 28 or so, I was forever fated to be solitary.
but you on the other hand
what the fuck is your problem

>>23045529 (OP)
Tits and ass are powerful, aren't they?

>it's this thread again
Off to the void for you, retarded broke bum ass nigga.

>>23045529 (OP)
>I did everything I was told to do.
That's your mistake you fucking retard.
Don't ever let anyone tell you what you are "supposed to do", learn to trust your damn intuition.

>>23045529 (OP)
Thanks for the fake demoralization post.
This site is a cesspool

>>23045529 (OP)
This thread has been made, no joke, at least 500-600 times.

>>23045529 (OP)
my gf has the same body, tight as fuck

>>23045529 (OP)
You could be doing so much more to get a decent job, but you're seething and bitching on here. Crabs in a bucket. I have a Poli Sci degree, had a fucking miserable early 20s, moved to DC, and am on track to make over 100K in a few years. Don't give up.

>>23045529 (OP)
Well obviously getting a degree was the mistake. What you should have done was work on your rizz game so that you could marry a streamer girl and live off her income. You lost in life.

>>23045529 (OP)
The issue isn't her its the simps paying her retard. If you could be in her position you would take it instantly

>>23045540
Real talk the guy is truly obsessed.

>>23045529 (OP)
How could I marry a woman like that? She makes lame softcore videos to pay for things while I stay home and play video games.

>>23045529 (OP)
Maybe if you played anime openings on piano in skimpy out fits you could have a husband too faggot

>>23045535
What’s unbelievable about it my parents screamed at each other all day and I eventually went mute. Also your 28 social life are supposed to end at that age and you’re supposed to focus on your family.

>>23045529 (OP)
"If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself."

https://www.desiderata.com/desiderata.html

http://classics.mit.edu/Antoninus/meditations.html

Man up.

>>23045541
>>23045529 (OP)
moe

>>23045529 (OP)
Finally realized the system not only doesn't reward hard work, but actively punishes it, huh?

>>23045529 (OP)
Find something that gives you purpose
Gaming, reading, exposing jews, learn a craft, play the guitar, chase squirrels, just do something that makes it make sense to you
It helps
Wish you the best

>>23045547
Someone people just need a good gimmick.

>>23045546
Those types already has legions of beta orbiters.

>>23045529 (OP)
Oh for fuck's sake I thought you had finally killed yourself. Can you please just end your own pathetic life? Like right now? You're more insufferable than that breakroom faggot

>>23045529 (OP)
>i did everything I was told to do
Except pay attention during the Critical Thinking lessons.

I don't entirely blame you since they were kept short and your parents should have given you some wisdom. But you're also a whiny faggot idiot, so you'll have to shoulder some of it.

>>23045529 (OP)
Demoralization post.

>>23045529 (OP)
you should have become a drug dealer then youd have 10 children now and if the women would act up youd just murder them. that would have been based.

now youre just a corporate clown faggot trying to impress women with being fucking gay.

>>23045549
>a roman man who lived in a barrel doing nothing all day more jacked than 99% of modern wagies
better not waste much more time, gotta get up in the morning to get your seed oil slop and get to work

>>23045529 (OP)
No way that body produced 3 kids

>>23045531
This

>>23045529 (OP)
There's something you're not telling us about your situation, you learned helpless faggot. Literally everybody hates people like you even people like you.

>>23045529 (OP)
kill yourself

>>23045559
only american women are so fat

>>23045531
Don't forget to hate the referees too

>>23045529 (OP)
lean into family if you have it.

go to church.

seek out additional responsibility. fix your parents house, sweep your neighbors sidewalk, anything. become as useful to others as you can.

talk to your coworkers at the warehouse. if you had a job in big tech you'd be surrounded by insufferable communists and/or working remotely, which is even more socially isolating.

do not quit your job. i guarantee you'll get more depressed.

inb4
>go to gym

unfortunately the gym is just another altar for women. i say unfortunately because working out with others is good for motivation and better for you neurologically. there's an illusion that if you go enough, you'll eventually become the chad that scores ig influencer gym sluts. unless you're gifted genetically and/or extremely witty and charming and funny, that likely isn't going to happen. and beyond the sex appeal, would you really want that anyway.

anyway just exercise by yourself.

>>23045548
woah you did more than 1 post

>>23045554
nah he's based
also learn to filter
>>23045564

>>23045566
clock in early
tip your supervisor

>>23045529 (OP)
>set for life
lol. lmao even.

>>23045529 (OP)
At least she plays piano and has a skill. Xqc sits on his PC looking at other people's videos and is a billionaire with a b. At some point, people have to hit the streets with pitchforks.

>>23045530
Always hate those who are part of the problem.

LOL. The problem is you didn't study history.

This is what your race has always been about. For tens of thousands of years (from Paleolithic to Middle Ages) whites lives the meaningless lives of serfs. The "muh conquering Aryan warriors" was just a tiny 1% who had the 99% build giant kurgans for them and greedily take all their valuables with them inside tombs instead of distributing it to their progeny. No different from whites right now under the military-industrial complex regime. It was only until the Jews arrived that they taught whites about God and capitalism so they they could do more besides picking turnips and worship rocks and trees.

>>23045529 (OP)
We live in clown world anon. Start thinking like a clown.

>Listen you goddamn faggot. Get a job. I’m supposed to like you because you’re the same race as me even though you are an unmotivated and lazy loser? If the phrase “get a job” vehemently triggers you that’s a problem. You’re lazy. stop being lazy, faggot. Go work somewhere. Anywhere. When your parents are gone you’ll try to live off welfare paid by us and I don’t want to give you even a fraction of a penny. If it comes to that you need to be turned into fertilizer. Get a fucking job.
but you wouldnt dare say this to a nigger in real life, or god forbid a boomer who is or will get social security, who are the real parasites in this society, or a jew who is a parasite by scheming
you lash at those closest to you because they're the only ones within reach

>>23045529 (OP)
> I come home to my parents’ crumbling house in a dead town where nothing grows except regret.
You should be a Russian novelist

Haven't seen a tranny pianny thread in a while

>>23045573
history class was entirely about making white people seem like kings who have spent eternity living off the backs of brown and jewish slaves

>>23045578
whites have ALWAYS lived as slaves of king, so they automatically assume that's the normal way of life for everyone else. it's literally in their DNA. Look how they treat Trump as their king despite him being fully loyal to Jewish power.

>>23045540
it's a jewish samefag spam thread. they finally figured out they were getting filtered for 1pbtid so now it's 2pbtid. jannies are ok with it

>>23045533
I was told I just needed to be the best lol

Is it better to have accepted people don't want the professional and slide into degeneracy or to have been a slut from the start?

OP has posted this same larp hundreds of times. He is a mentally ill virgin neet.

>>23045540
it captures the struggle of gen y men. consider yourself blessed if you can't relate.

gen x men felt it coming (cf. fight club) but they were still able to purchase homes and experience a normal social atmosphere as adults.

boomer men think we're not trying hard enough or that we're spoiled by the conveniences of technology, as if netflix offsets the widening chasm between men and women, and not being able to afford a house.

boomers destroyed our livelihood and the march toward cultural marxism destroyed our women.

>>23045584
even if op is spam, it doesn't change the fact that this describes the lives of millions of men. have some compassion nigger.

>>23045533
you can't blame people for becoming bitter and ugly in this society, they've literally propagandized parents to hate their children and vice versa. All societal bonds that make life worth living seem to be moved just out of reach for a lot of people, from childhood.

the truth is that if we're bitter and ugly, it's because we're just reflecting what the world showed us. Not saying you're wrong to point out that OP's attitude actually leads him to being even more hopelessly mired in that despair, but you really can't tell him to cut it out if you don't at least acknowledge that what they're displaying is a reasonable reaction to what they've experienced.

It's the human default to kick a man when he's down, to tell him to pull himself up by his bootstraps. For men, compassion and understanding is supposed to come from your family and friends-- but since women no longer depend on men, they have no incentive to do that. Women, in personal relationships, will no longer meet men where they are. As a result they literally have nothing to look forward to in life.

How would you expect a reasonable human to respond?

>>23045548
>>23045542
I'm 26 and just starting. Better late than never

>>23045529 (OP)
I get $35k a year welfare including rent paid for and have a hot gf, sorry bud :) I did everything they told me not to

>>23045573
Weakest ragebait I've seen in the 2 hours I've been revisiting this shithole site

>>23045580
You are an idiot. I could point you to men like Thomas Paine and Edmund Burke, or all the way back to the existence of the Magna Carta.

>>23045529 (OP)
then fuck someone your level of beauty and shut the fuck up for fucking christ's sake

>>23045529 (OP)
Yeah. I had the same happen to me when I hit 35. That was when the Great Pajeet H-1B Invasion really got rolling.

CS is dead. I switched to patent law, where experience is valued instead of denigrated. Unfortunately, during a recession, R&D is one of the first things to get slashed, so the next few years will be a bad time to make that switch.

>>23045589
How do you get a hot gf on welfare? #1 you have no money to pay for anything beyond your own sustainment at a subsistence level that does not include vacation or restaurants and #2 Hoes care about social status.

>>23045573
the fact of someone being alive today is testament that every one of their ancestors won and conquered. that's what it MEANS to win and conquer on a biological level, that's where the impulse to do that shit even comes from. trying to say "oh you aren't related to the heroes of the past" is objectively wrong, because heroes have a way of working themselves disproportionately into the gene pool (i.e. lots women will have sex with them)

>>23045529 (OP)

You should blame men for giving their money to whores online.
I find it hard to believe you cant find a job even at a medium sized company.
I guess the problem is everyone is hiring tech teams overseas because it is much cheaper.
Business will always try to find the cheapest labour