BREAKING NEWS

I've found an anime that I enjoy watching and gives me feelings of warm nostalgia

>>23062424 (OP)
which anime?

>>23062424 (OP)
for me, its girls last tour

>>23062508
Noragami
epic 13yo nostalgia where everything I touched was enjoyable vibes
>>23065424
I honestly don't get the vibe around that show
I could never watch that twice

>>23065438
oooh
>>23065424
i still gotta check that one out

>>23065438
girls last tour is probably my most watched anime, it just hits so good to me, feels sad, and the manga was so good that it made me genuinely cry
its all about the slow descent from hope to futile helplessness

>>23065476
so few things actually happen and it's so predictable that I could hardly watch it twice
also I don't like it being so "warm" yet melancholic, doesn't work for me to trigger my tears

>>23065512
what could be sadder than something warm and melancholic? its two girls trying to hold onto what few pleasures they can find in a dead world
as in, its designed to make you pity them

>>23065588
You forget that throughout the whole show they always had each other ideot

Suicide averted for another day....

But for how long?

>>23065924
I will die of an accidental overdose or cardiac arrest before 30.... a few more years in the tank

>>23065924
today i thought about how i look from other people's perspectives and it makes me want to rope myself
i wonder why it is that dissociation makes people want to commit suicide

>>23065986
LMAO I DO THIS

>>23065986
Its hard to explain just nothing feels real so you wanna see what happens

>>23065924
>>23065945
>>23065991
>>23066001
please save yourselves

>>23065991
>>23066001
i cant stand how silly and simple i feel i look, as if i cant stand that people probably have a view of me thats completely different from how i view myself
sometimes i just feel like some weird concept thing that was made for nothing but comprehending itself and things and i look at other people and wonder how the hell they're not having an existential crisis
i think the stress got so bad from the combination of dissociating and fear that i had a non-epileptic seizure a few times in the past, and it felt like i was just stuck in a maze of my own thoughts while electricity ran through my body giving me pain

>>23065945
>accidental

>>23066026
for what event
>>23066031
I mean It's normal to view yourself a lot worse than you actually are but I am rational enough to be able to compensate for that and even then still if I approached someone in the streets like me he'd start off with negative aura I don't even wanna look really good to pull girls or have friends I'm fairly confident I could do so now but looking good makes me able to clown on others in social dynamics and online iykwim
>>23066051
dying like a pop star choking on my puke to death because took too many xans with opioids or alcohol

>>23066064
bleeding out is probably the quickest and most peaceful way to die
trauma or some shot to the brain/spine might be more instant but dont underestimate how fucking painful the nervous system shock could be
most drugs will end with muscle spasms and your body desperately trying to fight to be alive while it very slowly dies off (same with asphyxiation)
but in bleeding out everything just goes black and your cells start dying
sure the cut seems painful but it wont be as painful as other kinds of trauma and it wont hurt for a very long time

>>23066064
I had a friend intentionally overdose to try and kill himself but survived. Maybe you'll just piss and shit yourself enough to finally stop being so retarded.

motherfucking suicide method debate time again
"no bro you gotta build a $500 apparatus to breathe helium and then wear it"

>>23066096
You definitely won't have muscle spasms if your brainstem loses it's connection to your lungs muscles through opioids + benzos
>>23066101
I bet he swallowed all his antidepressants like a retard and thought that would kill him
>>23066106
50bux worth of benzos + 50bux worth of oxy and be left alone

i don't mean to fuck up the thread sorry
>>23066121
>50bux worth of benzos + 50bux worth of oxy and be left alone
le double edged razor is like 10 cents
i wonder if you could punch yourself in the head to death :O

>>23066106
that method sounds like a pretty fun way to go though, who cares how much you spend it'll be the last time you buy anything anyways
though i dont exactly want muscle spasms/seizures from the loss of oxygen

>>23066137
>though i dont exactly want muscle spasms/seizures from the loss of oxygen
yeah, it's just gay
>>23066137
>that method sounds like a pretty fun way to go though, who cares how much you spend it'll be the last time you buy anything anyways
i can appreciate how it would be fun to build and use some shit before you went, but the actual way you die should be dignified, imo
when i say dignified i mean uhh
you should know what i mean

>>23066131
I can't and will never be able to self harm
I can't even use a needle on myself
Besides I want to spare whoever finds me the scene + I'm already pale enough I don't wanna be completely translucent on the death bed

>>23066121
He took a large amount of opioids but those can just be turned off with the right antagonist.

>>23066152
>but those can just be turned off with the right antagonist.
you mean like narcan? or whatever it's called?

>>23066152
Yeah but you need to be pretty dumb to commit suicide while someone could find you albeit as I said in my case it would likely be impulsive as fuck or just an accident too

>>23066159
Its not a permanent fix but its enough to get them into the ER alive.

>>23066166
You have to pretty dumb to commit suicide in general.

>>23066183
Are you feeling how your protective mechanisms kick in when talking about suicide
Because that right there is quite a baseless and illogical statement

this planet will kill us all eventually anyways so whats the rush
some people say we'll achieve immortality (in terms of aging or most natural causes atleast) within our lifetimes due to medical progress so if you're worried about not dying you could just wait until then
i'm a bit too fond of my brain personally despite all the hell its caused me

>>23066207
I've seen plenty of dead people and I've never once thought they looked intelligent for killing themselves.

>>23066228
>this planet will kill us all eventually anyways so whats the rush
>some people say we'll achieve immortality (in terms of aging or most natural causes atleast) within our lifetimes due to medical progress so if you're worried about not dying you could just wait until then
i find it funny that people get obsessed iwth ultimate power and immortality and apocalypse fantasies and the philosophers stone and all this shit, ONLY during bad/dark periods of history
during brighter/greater periods, when shit actually gets done, people are more worried about fixing the mundane potholes in front of them
just something i've noticed, not saying you're doing that

>>23066228
>>23066243
can't regret having died once you're dead
>>23066233
you think they do it to look intelligent?

>>23066261
They did it because it was a mistake or the only option they thought they had left. Both seem like retarded reasons.

>>23066261
but once you're immortal, you'll never once look back at death

>>23066272
Why would you call it a mistake if they don't suffer from committing it, in fact they don't even regret it? As soon as you're dead everything is irrelevant

>>23066281
>As soon as you're dead everything is irrelevant
no way ot know that
it freaks me out

>>23066281
They're just taking the easy way out instead of doing the hard work it would take to fix their lives. Anything is cope from what I've seen.

Anything + else

>>23066286
You make a valid point
It's pretty clear that there is something besides the material world
Since consciousness is nowhere to be found in it
>>23066292
>nyyyoooooo you're cheating
>you need to suffer like me!
they won

>>23066292
fucking twitter normies misuse the term "cope" since like three years ago, but it originally had a more narrow meaning
coping is supposed to be a survival mechanism first and foremost
doing/acting irrationally for the sake of survival is coping
it's contradictory to call suicide a coping mechanism

>>23066300
>You make a valid point
>It's pretty clear that there is something besides the material world
maybe yeah
>Since consciousness is nowhere to be found in it
well, at the very least, we haven't/can't observe consciousness, even if it does "exist" in some sense

suicide might be the RATIONAL OPTION in cases of extreme unending suffering, but a coping mechanism would be something that stops you from killing yourself
killing yourself isn't coping with that pain, it's the opposite
drugs would maybe be a coping mechanism

>>23066300
They are only suffering because they make bad choices. Killing themselves is just the last mistake in a long list of failures.

>>23066304
I did not ask

>>23066316
>I did not ask
it's important
the meaning of "cope" is important when people have it rough
if the definition changes so that "cope" means killing yourself to not face problems, then people are ROBBED of ACTUAL coping mechanisms which could help them survive
that's why i wrote about it

>>23066326
I don't care

>>23066316
>They are only suffering because they make bad choices. Killing themselves is just the last mistake in a long list of failures.
it be like that

>>23066348
Meth being one example that cutesy suicidal faggot bottoms like

>>23066279
youll die and itll be pathetic