>>23453354 (OP)
i used to drink ALOT, I'm talking 12 beers minimum/day sometimes closer to a case. the only thing I notice for withdrawals is my thighs get really hot when I try to sleep at night, I sweat like a maniac and have fucked up dreams. that's it. no shakes, no nothing else.
just recently before I turned 33 I had a gambling trip with another buddy of mine who is a heavy drinker. since we both tipped our hotel bartender good first day he was feeding us free booze the entire time. i got plastered from pretty much mid afternoon til early in the morning the following day with little to no hangover because I was also chugging water and there was ice in our mixed drinks. I also drank like that knowing that by the time Sunday rolls around I'll be sober for the entire next year. it was a nice cap to my drinking habit though, I had some fun with my buddy, won/lost big sums of money, got as fucked up as I wanted to and called it quits.
so here I am, day 9 and life goes on. no cravings, I have no incredibly trite gay inspirational things to say. I'm just doing it because I want to. the act of buying booze every single day is tiresome and I often shopped at 6 different places to get beer so I didn't feel so self conscious about it. every day before sobriety I'd grab a six pack, go for a comfy drive in the back woods and farm lands, polish the whole thing off, then buy another 6 to drink at home. all while on the clock.
long story short? I realized I don't have to be profound about my sobriety. it was fun while it lasted but it was definitely more depressing, agonizing, and anxiety inducing than it was fun by this point. plus just a giant waste of money in order to feel stupid for a day. I joined a gym for the first time in years just yesterday, am still sore from the squats I was doing but look forward to hitting it hard again tomorrow. best of luck to you.