>>23471678
You were given the gift of life.. maybe right now you don't see the inherent value of that, but going off of your paradigm:
>Nothing I do matters
>So let's spend my existence masturbating and gaming on federal funding intended for people actually physically unable to work.
I lived through this, trust me I'm not above what I'm describing. You want to convince yourself this is not absolutely deplorable and somehow justifiable, like "you have no choice."
This is wrong, and you CAN get away with it for many many years before coming to your senses.
Part of growing up is taking responsibility for your life. Someone will have to take care of you if you do not. Are you personally okay with throwing your hands up, leaning back into the wheelbarrow and saying "fuck it, I didn't ask for this, I'm your burden now."?
Because the thing is, NOBODY asked for this, we're just here, so are you going to push your burden onto some other poor soul?