>>60576490>>60576626>>60576652>Are you a doctor?You need to stop squeezing this immediately and see a healthcare provider as soon as possible. A lump that has grown to the size of your hand is concerning, especially since you've been manipulating it continuously.
Squeezing can push bacteria deeper into the tissue, potentially causing a serious infection that could spread. When you say you can "feel it popping inside," that suggests the contents may be dispersing into surrounding tissue rather than draining properly, which increases infection risk.
Given the size and your description, this needs professional medical evaluation. A healthcare provider can properly drain it if needed, prescribe antibiotics if there's infection, and determine if further treatment is necessary. They can also rule out other conditions that might require different care.
In the meantime, keep the area clean and dry, avoid tight clothing that might irritate it further, and resist the urge to squeeze or manipulate it anymore. If you develop fever, red streaking from the area, or feel generally unwell, seek urgent medical care.
This really isn't something to handle on your own anymore - please get it looked at soon.