I was happy, athletic and content with life until I decided to crash out over things that were relatively insignificant looking back on it.

I was greedy and impatient. Autistically hyper-fixated on "making it" psyops, not seeing the bigger picture out of short sightedness.

It's been 4 years since then. I have so much catching up to do and I feel stuck in a loop of gambling, pornography addiction, regret, exhaustion, and existential anxiety of seeing my 20s slowly go by.

>my 20s

Read books, climb rocks, hike and run.

One big win bro imagine it

>>60580757
Exactly…

>>60580744 (OP)
Eat a dick snowflake. Get back to me with that shit when you’re nearing 40

>>60580744 (OP)
I’m 40 nigga and life is fucking great and I can run lift and fuck better than I did when I was pathetic notmie in my degenerate 20s. Making it is not about money it’s about being the best version of you. Material shit comes after, but it will come.
Go outside unironically.

>>60580744 (OP)
>zoomie having a cry in the internet again
you fags are almost worse than jeets

The old get old and the young get stronger

"life will start once i make it" - people who will never make it

money isn't going to change anything for you past the poverty line. can you regularly feed, heat/cool, and bath yourself? congratulations you are in the richest .01% of people to ever live. this life isn't a practice run, get to living it. its 505 now, im to try for 11 miles up 3900 feet to get a water fall today, then home, clean up, grill for my parents and some family friends, probably crack a few beers.

>>60580744 (OP)
You're literally describing 90% of /biz/.While you were jacking off to pixels and chasing pump-and-dumps, real anons were stacking sats and chilling. Your 20s slowly go by because you wasted them on dopamine hits and delusions instead of discipline.

Here's my advice:

- Stop gambling. Your making it psyop turned into a guaranteed way to lose everything.
- Delete the porn. It's rotting your brain and fueling your misery.
- Buy Bitcoin. DCA. That's it. No trading, no alts, no chasing highs. Just stack.
- Get a fucking job. Even knepads, for now. You need capital.
- Go outside. Touch grass. You're wasting your life indoors coping.
You won't "catch up" by spiraling into more degeneracy. Stop whining, and fix your life.

>>60580744 (OP)
Pussy

>>60580744 (OP)
Zero fucks given.

>>60581113
About what?

>>60580955

>>60580766
run for fun....?

I also have that feeling that I came in at the end. When I go outside the few people from my country that I see are very old. And the rest are foreigners. Sometimes I even see old people that hire foreign ladies to help them out at home. I feel like the last of my kind.

Any genuine advice for being more enthusiastic and having a better personality? Apparently I'm cold

>>60581233
Fake it

>>60580772
No shit OP wants to fix it before it tortures him for 10 more years, I'm in the same boat at 29. Relationship went no where, job prospects in the toilet.

>>60581362
I have a good job and a loving relationship and I still feel like my life is grinding nowhere

>>60580772
>nearing 40
get a horse and it offsets all the mistakes you made in life

>>60580955
delusional bitcoiner calling others delusional LOL

>>60580744 (OP)
Are you me desu? I hope you bought the right shitcoins and climb your way out of this hell fren. We’ve both got some healing to do

>>60580744 (OP)
Its true, you come to realize it's all a waste of time.

>>60581649
I have 15 million dollars from 'making it', live in a cottage by the sea, and have a cool dog who thinks I'm god. And I still feel this way as well.

>>60580955
>buy crypto
>suck dick
Hahaha your outlook on life is terrible you fucking berg