>be super rich
>got millions
>suffer severe depression
Bro, just buy happiness. You can literally buy it, you aren't depressed, you just want to feel depressed because you can't deal with happiness

>>60613669 (OP)
Don't mistake my lack of desire to spend on you as an inability to know happiness.

>>60613669 (OP)
Niggas just be bored at the end of the day

>>60613669 (OP)
Would

>>60613669 (OP)
Slave morality. Fuck off.

I've got a $1.5 mil net worth in mid twenties in UK which is like top 0.01% for this age here. I'm also a doctor, 6'4", fit, attractive and have regular hobbies, regular sex, good social skills, confident and have friends. Basically everything is going for me but I am still far less happy than the average person but not at point of suicide.

What people don't realise is that mental health is an internal thing and inside I am completely nuts due to child abuse. Like everything hurts, nothing has developed normally and realistically you don't ever move on you just find a way to cope with it and most cope far worse than me.

There is nothing you can buy which can magically alter your brain and make you happy. It is better than being poor but not much different to being average desu.

Common retard arguments:
>sex with lots of women, what is the point exactly?
>social status, you feel "normal" and get very used to it
>not having to work gets boring so most wagie anyway
>buying stuff is kind of pointless, sure you can buy a luxury car and a bigger house but these products aren't that much better

>>60613669 (OP)
What are you even talking about? Depression is not the opposite of happiness.

>>60614391

Is it apathy?

>>60613669 (OP)
>le heckin millionth 1 pbtid "I HATE BEING RICH" post but never ever gives away his money to get back in the wagecage
Not gonna stop me from trying to get rich. You can go be sad all you want. I already understand money doesn't equal happiness but it will free from the depression and anxiety caused by having to wage. Checkmate money does help.

>>60613669 (OP)
Test

>>60613669 (OP)
You were supposed to find yourself before you went for the money retard

>>60613669 (OP)
meditate
wim hoff, joe dispenza, kundalini, box breating, out of body experiences
if you prusue these for 1 hour a day youmay fix yourself
2 hours you will probably
3 hours daily, youre pretty much gaurenteed.

>>60614369
>I am still far less happy than the average person
How the fuck would you know?

>>60614369
> drugs

>>60614369
You post this at least once a day, I am in same boat as u in UK. Likely from your child abuse you will just keep posting here. Talking to somebody is a waste of time but digging your heels into 4chan is even worse. The Physcop on this board that u can have 7 figs and bitch is well entrenched. Perhaps 2 million USD is not enough in US anymore, but it is in the UK don't forget.

I am in same boat as u for NW in UK, don't know what advice to give u, but I can tell you dont' take things seriously here. This board was probably one of the worth mental investments somebody can make, outside of discovering bitcoin, everything else is absolutely insanity. I find it funny now, but I used to take it a bit too serious and it made me depressed.

At least you aren't wagies in UK, US wagies don't know how bad it is in the UK dystopia.

Unironically how could you even be depressed if you’re rich enough.

>buy piece of property in the country side, pick something beautiful with year round sunny weather
>go on winter trips for snow sports if you want
>start growing a vegetable fruit berry garden / green house
>have chickens as outdoor pets that provide you with eggs
>build smaller units close to your house
>house your family/kids maybe some close friends or something
>your life now has purpose every single day, you tend to your garden and feed the chicken so you get sunlight, you have social interaction
Then you can build hobby rooms/areas for like archery/gun range, pool, gym, etc. Keep fit and healthy
>never worry about bills
>never worry about the state of the economy
>doesn’t matter who the president is
Life like this would be utterly perfect. I’d spend my 30s making babies with my fiancé instead of working 60 hours a week to dump all savings into crypto and stocks

At this rate at least my children might have a chance of happiness. It’s a damn shame my aunt fucked the entire family out of our birthright or I’d likely have 2 million to my name right now instead of 84k

>>60613669 (OP)
Money buys happiness in the sense that you don't have to sacrifice time working instead of spending it with your loved ones. You need to have loved ones in the first place though.

>>60615384
>tell me you're a normalfag without telling me you're a normalfag

>>60614369
>inside I am completely nuts due to child abuse.
Relatable. This stays true though life (t. oldfag) but moderates over time. However you will still struggle with feelings of meaninglessness, dissociation etc
>Like everything hurts, nothing has developed normally and realistically you don't ever move on you just find a way to cope with it and most cope far worse than me.
Well your career and financial life have clearly developed very normally so be happy about that. Maybe you will find something you're passionately, pointlessly interested in, for me that's synthesizer bleep bloop noises and languages (I enjoy Japanese and Chinese etymology for its own sake) and you can derive autistic pleasure from just the aesthetics and vast exploratory potential.
Being poor/marginalized does not confer drive and a sense of purpose, it just exacerbates rage and frustration while taking up way too much of your time on coping skills. I don't mean to make light of your suffering because I have been suicidal as well. I understand how deep that yawning pit of despair is and am alive only because I made a conscious decision not to be a participant in my own abuse following a second suicide attempt.
HOWEVER don't let loneliness and depression blind you to the fact that you have options and external cred not only unavailable to most but unimaginable. Keep looking for things that you find fulfilling or calming and be glad of the multiple golden tickets you have at your disposal vs being genuine holes of poverty or if you were deformed or whatever.
> There is nothing you can buy which can magically alter your brain and make you happy.
Correct but don't underestimate the healing power of psychedelics, if you are able to be disciplined about keeping walled off from your career and not sperging out about how great they are. I got into them for a while around your age, stopped after I felt I got enough out of them, they can help you adjust to yourself a lot.

>>60614997
This is true and very important, but perhaps difficult to achieve.