>AHHHH I'M LOSING MY MIND MY PORTFOLIO IS DOWN MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF

Did you try opening up the relationship?

Friends and girlfriends are overrated
Buying and holding crypto however is fucking shameful

>>60688109 (OP)
Good.

>>60688135
girlfriends give you sex for free*. this makes them a valuable commodity. ask a whore what her going rate is if you don't believe me.

*meaning she does not ask for more money for the sex act. keeping a gf may require capital expenditures.

>>60688109 (OP)

This is unironically me. My ex liked something on instagram that had the caption "so now we know who loved the other more after all" even tho she was the one who broke up with me. How does this mean she loved me more? She was the one that wanted distance, she mentally isolated herself from me for the last 2 weeks of our relationship and I asked her what was going on and she'd just say that she "thinks she's going insane" and I'd comfort her a little and ask her to elaborate and then she would just fucking mock me. What's weird is she's had mini mental episodes with me a handful of times in our 4 year relationship but she never mocked me or got visibly frustrated with me. She had a bunch of family visit for a month recently and I know she's been stressed about school but idk, I'm just sad. What did I even do wrong? I gave this woman so much, I loved her so deeply, and she has the gall to say that I she loved me more. When her grandfather died on christmas day 2 years ago and she came back home, we didn't have sex and intimacy was very limited and I didn't say a fucking word about it, I knew what she was going through and I went out of my way to be an even better, selfless boyfriend. When my grandmother who I lived with, who was the only person I had in my life that cared about me, my gf got mad that I was taking attention away from her and she decided to talk to me about some petty thing that I had done the week prior, but we got over it. Such bullshit, I'm so fucking pissed rn. I gave her the benefit of the doubt, I let her have the distance she desired because she was "going through a lot" and she even said she loved me before I dropped her off after we split, and then she has the audacity to like all of this content that makes me out to be a piece of shit. I guess I'm a piece of shit for caring and looking out for this woman. She's never experienced love before and the fact that I gave her exactly what she wanted confuses her because she is broken beyond repair

>>60688109 (OP)
Have you tried raising your portfolio, having your gf return, and having friends?

>>60688174
Im so glad I grew out of this faggy high school whining over females

>>60688214
I thought I did too but then you date someone you you thought loved you for 5 years and then you realize unconditional love does not exist outside of a mother to a child or grandmother to a grandchild

>>60688228
>mother to a child or grandmother to a grandchild
You may learn that this can break down too.

>>60688150
But i get sex from women for free without them being my girlfriend?

>>60688109 (OP)
Hang in there anon

>>60688174
>>60688228
Women want the man to show power too. Of course this doesn’t mean that be an asshole, but there is a balance. If you love her but she doesn’t love you back, it just means she saw you as low value. Who cares, romantic love is a sexual competition anyway. Men fall in love with hot girls and women with high status men. The 19th century romanticists that glorified romantic love were retarded as fuck. If you want true love, go for platonic love trough friendships.

>>60688109 (OP)
This but I'm khv at 32

Honestly friends are kind of a scam. I lost so many friends over the years and I probably would have been better off never having them. When I was a little kid my parents would always be like oh no he doesn't have any friends that's so terrible go make some friends so eventually I would hang out with a bunch of degenerate psychos thinking I was doing something with my life and every second I wasted with them I could have gone turbo autist making some web app in my free time or discovering crypto in the early 2010s. I could have turned my solitude into cold hard cash and freedom but instead I was drinking and smoking weed and hanging out regularly with people that had glaring personality flaws and probably just made me a worse person. I mean there are good people in the world but fuck are they hard to find, normies who have friends they just smoke, drink, and be brainless with on the weekends are not to be envied

>>60688740
Damn “turning your solitude into cold hard cash” hit hard

>>60688109 (OP)
>girlfriend
fucking normafag get off my board

>>60688174
I'm not reading all of that to be desu

my portfolio is up, im married and Im friends with God

get gud son

>>60688740
the real redpill is realizing most people fucking suck. friends are a reflection of consciousness. the deeper your relationship with god and christ, the more separated you become with most people. granted I can make friends, but given where I am it's a lost cause. that's alright, god is all that matters.

>>60688109 (OP)
>MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME
based, now you have more time to focus on yourself and your investments. a gf is just a lot of babysitting and sex was a chore to show you're still attracted to her. it's not even enjoyable if she can't vaginally cum AT ALL

>>60688740
this
hanging out with people who couldn't even hold onto a friendship for more than 3 years or even 9, stabbed me in the back, put me under the bus, almost got me arrested and banned from my favorite places, gossipped, falsely accused, falsely put on a metoo list, almost got me killed. I could've avoided all this bullshit and been a millionaire and just stuck with my own intuition. I was always right in the end. I knew at 14 I should've bought bitcoin when it was only a few dollars, instead I spent my money playing mmorpgs and on drugs. I would've lived happily as an engineer with my own homes and cars earlier in the game. I'm half way into my life and regret these friends and I don't even have my own places because I kept blowing my cash living paycheck to paycheck hanging out with these fuckin strangers who brought no value to my life. I learned to have deeper hatred for trusting shitskins and niggers too because "not everyone is like that", god if I could go back in time and tell myself how right I was about colored people

Its simple, just don't have friends or love anyone

>>60688109 (OP)
>>AHHHH I'M LOSING MY MIND MY PORTFOLIO IS DOWN MY GIRLFRIEND LEFT ME AND I HAVE NO FRIENDS I WANT TO FUCKING KILL MYSELF

>>60690711
>just be a chinese big man bro

>>60688174
to think all those problems would have been solved with one single good slap in the face in the past or locking the door and whip her until complete submission

>>60688109 (OP)
https://youtu.be/as41ugw1D6s

>>60690711
been working for me so far, you're extremely lucky in this life if you have one real friend, I have fake friends though.