I'm turning 29 soon. The past 5 years have been spent in isolation working from home. No friends, no family, no group hobbies. I have a beautiful girlfriend who can't speak English fluently, and sometimes I wake up with an anxious mind and my first thought will be "it's such a mistake being with her", despite her being the kindest person I know. I don't want marriage because that would feel like closing a hermetic lid on social possibility.

I don't know how the other loners persist.

From what I gather, most neets live with their families, so they while they have few to no social connections, they have the comfort of parents being there... maybe I'm wrong, and there's a large portion living in debt without any guardians.

I have net worth of 200k usd, and I see how fast time flashes. I see the faces of grown adults when I look at children. I can see the faces of children when I look at retired adults.

Clutching grass as time drags us isn't right. How do you manage to let go, and how the fuck do we optimize this gift of life, cognizance, and financial knowledge we've been given? Also, where are all the irl friends?

>>60742558 (OP)
200k net worth at 29 isn't bad, but it's not great.
Have you seen 'Breaking Bad'?

>>60742558 (OP)
Thank you for this poetic reddit post. Anyway you can't *let go* until you make it, its just how this cruel world is > late 20's also retired seven figs.

It doesn't get better, but its about avoiding things getting worse, you don't want to be taking orders from somebody in your late 30's ect ect, thats all really.

>>60742558 (OP)
This thread just confirms that people will always find something to bitch about no matter how good their life is

>>60742558 (OP)
Nigga just put more things to do on your plate

>>60742558 (OP)
Youre almost 30, that is when most people find out whether they will make it or not. And most people wont, so thats when the muh wife, muh gf and muh kids cope starts.
>I have low pay but but but its fuh muh family

idk man I have resigned myself to not having friends. I knew by age 10 that I was basically on my own socially so I got used to being alone. I think it's important to at least put yourself around people. I work at a grocery store so I'm among them all day even if I don't talk to them that much. When I had a job loading trucks by myself in a little isolated cube, that was when I felt really hopeless.

>>60742558 (OP)
> Also, where are all the irl friends?
For what, bro? We are living in the best times and other people will just drag you down. The world has never been more capitalistic and more each day.

>>60742694
what do you do with your free time? What gives you a sense of purpose, and not a life wasted?

>>60742712
Same questions as above

>>60742649
I see myself as trying to make the most of my life. Did you not read the last stanza of the OP?

>>60742558 (OP)
im turning 30 with no gf and no 200k and no friends etc
fuck off normie faggot

>>60742769
in your own words, why don't you have those things?

>>60742747
I make money and its fun.

>>60742747
Unironically my work and personal development. Feel like basically nothing matters until I can buy a home and be comfortable or at least safely get out of my dad’s house. I’ve been steady grinding this year and am close to my goals. Sometimes I think I don’t have enough free time, fun or relationships, but it is what it is. I feel like I have to limit those things rn.

>>60742558 (OP)
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SANDWICH
KIWI STRAWBERRY ORANGE SANDWICH
EWWWW

youre almost 10,759 days old! thats a single year on Saturn. congrats birthday boy!

>>60743089
America palette detected

Jewish demoralization/race mixing thread detected

>>60743121
when did OP ever say he was racemixing?

>>60743135
>girlfriend who can't speak English fluently
>picture of food with Japanese writing

>>60742558 (OP)
work on self sucking. this post is a good start

>>60742558 (OP)
>Turn brain off
>Have no more worries or problems
Do you want to be smart or happy? You can't have both.

>>60742558 (OP)
>in twenties
>has 'beautiful girlfriend'
>complaining
shut the fuck up cunt

>>60742558 (OP)
Quite crying a being a little bitch, you have a good looking girl friend. You are doing better than 90% of men

>>60742558 (OP)
Shut up Pussy

>>60744910
Yeah, they are the definition of not knowing how good they got it.

>>60742558 (OP)
Who cares what language your girl speaks. You said she’s kind and beautiful that’s rare these days. Count your blessings

>>60742558 (OP)
Get on your knees and suck my dick, that'll make you feel good.

>>60742694
Nigger why do you not just talk a little bit to them? Show some initiative and genuine interest in people? What will you lose out on? Autism Reddit cred or what? Force yourself.

>>60742558 (OP)
Go to church

>>60742558 (OP)
>isolation working from home
Nice, you do go outside right?

>No friends, no family, no group hobbies.
Friends you can make, why dont you have any?
Is your family dead?
Group hobbies you can make a selection what is nearby and looks fun. What are you into?

>can't speak English fluently
Pay her classes or private teacher. She will be gratefull. How old is she? That determines how much time you have left to breed non-retards.

>>60742558 (OP)
>How do you manage to let go
Once every x amount of time you eat mushrooms

also your plate is FULL of SUGAR. cut the carbs and your mind will follow.

>>60746318
It's tiresome

>>60742558 (OP)
Fuck having friends. I've been virtually friendless since the pandemic started, and I've never been happier. It perfectly segued into me making it from crypto a few years later. Now it's just me and my gf that barely speaks English. Count your blessings.

>>60742670
30 yo, $1.25MM net worth here

This is sage advice. Put your head down and grind at something you like or that sets you up for a future you want. Enjoy small moments (joy is fleeting not a destination) and then die.

>>60742694
>>60742694
skill issue

>>60742558 (OP)
Nigga I was in your situation 3 years ago when I was 29 too (jap gf and all) except I had 8K USD to my name and it was pretty clear my gf only liked me because I'm white. Stop being a whining pussy and realize you have it good

>>60742558 (OP)
Why no family?

>>60748988
How many kids do you have with her now?