>>60744840 (OP)Everyone who has spent a meaningful amount of time unemployed (at least 3 months+) will know that even and especially the naturally lazy (low trait consciousness) need a certain amount of time per day and per week spent doing something they actively don't want to do
Without this, all the feelings of dread and boredom you have about work come back but this time permeating every aspect of your life
I was unemployed for about two years bc I am lazy and I was so satisfied with my crypto gains that I didn't see the "point" in working
But after a short habituation period, even playing Minecraft, or choosing what movie to watch became too annoying and difficult of a task to focus on
I would sit for many hours and vegetate, stirring uncomfortably not wanting to waste the day but not wanting to do anything particular either
My sleep schedule broke apart, despite staying up late and sleeping in for 9-10 hours I'd always be tired
And of course I drank too much and got fatter
I call it "bull market malaise" where you're making so much money from the market and you're fantasizing about what you're going to do/buy in the future, you waste time in the present moment you could be using to accelerate that timeline or just improve yourself