>>60760481 (OP)I know exactly what you're talking about anon and I've thought about this before. Honestly, if someone could recapture that feeling it would be actual lightning in a bottle. The excitement, the sheer thrill of being on the frontier.. I haven't felt as invigorated by anything in life since those times. Of course, it also doesn't help that I fumbled the bag horribly and I'm still in here talking to you faggots on the daily trying to catch some alpha. Suffice to say, this effort has been entirely fruitless this cycle
I wish we could get a do-over so badly