>>76308910 (OP)Probably not but it definitely did affect me. Last year I broke up with my fiancée after being together for 6 years, my highschool sweetheart, and the only woman I ever loved. I fell into casual hookups trying to numb the pain even though I knew that would never work.
I couldn't sleep for 6 months, I got sick 5 times despite never getting sick in a decade, and I injured myself while lifting a handful of times, some minor, some major.
And despite all that, I added 10kilos to my bench press (110->120), 20 kilos to my rows (80->100) and 10 more to my squat (130->140). I still get nightmares of how things could have turned out differently, only to be hit by the lonely reality once I wake up. But that won't get me anywhere. If any anon is reading this, push through, only time can heal these feels.