Bros I'm so fucking tilted rn I need to vent this.
>Be me
>5'8" ~70kg skinnyripped
>Killing it in gym today, new shirt, makes my arms and shoulers look huge af
>Finish session and look around local charity stores for cheap books as I usually do (Warrior Scholar)
>Crouching low, looking at the mill on the floss
>Stand and turn
>Holyshit.jpg
>8/10 goth girl looking over me at the bookshelf
>ITS HAPPENING
>She apologises for almost numbing into me
>Realise I still have both headphones in
>Shutdown, brain overstimmed
>Smile creepily to signal "no worries"
>I was about to leave anyway cos I looked at all the books
>So I fucking leave...
>Mfw I just fucked up my only chance
Or so I thought
>Look in the rest of the charity shops looking like picrel
>Walk to car, defeated
>See her waiting at the bus stop
>HOLYSHIT.jpg
>Realise if I couldn't talk to her when there was a good reason, there's no way I'm going to now.
>Walk past her hoping she locks eyes with me
>She doesn't
>Mfw
I COULD HAVE DONE IT I COULD HAVE SPOKE TO HER WTF IS WRONG WITH ME
Wtf is the point of all this self improvement when I'm still a fucking autist. It's not a confidence issue, I looked fucking peak, but I still did NOTHING.
Whatever I have a girlfriend anyway so this just makes me a scumbag for wanting anything more but still, it sucks man.
Anyway.
>Drive all the way home looking like picrel
>Get home, make protein shake, write this drivel

>>76333760 (OP)
You didn’t talk to a girl, big whoop
Welcome to being a man OP
Question, was she actually goth or just a stupid egirl wearing black?

so a girl just looked at you once now you are losing your mind?
damn dude post your body
also i bet being 5'8 is one of reasons you are so out of touch and retarded

>>76333760 (OP)
Are you actually autistic?
Can you manipulate yourself to have a "social interaction" special interest?

>>76333760 (OP)
>I have a girlfriend anyway so this just makes me a scumbag for wanting anything more
kys

>>76333764
Deffo not egirl vibes, all black tho, had those black fishnets with a tattoo showing under her crop top.
She had some fat around the waist which for sure sold the goth vibe lol
Had the odd face piercing too but nothing egregious.

>>76333774
I'm not diagnosed or anything but I act like one, particularly socially, mega introverted and loner

>>76333781
Deserved desu

>>76333788
Thats not goth, thats just a fat tatted prostitute wearing black

>>76333760 (OP)
>>8/10 goth girl looking over me at the bookshelf
describe appearance

>>76333793
People seem to have forgotten that goth is shorthand for "gothic" and streetwalkers with dyed black hair, fishnets, and tasteless tats don't qualify

>>76333760 (OP)
>5’8

You thought you had a chance? Lmao

why would you include your non-height bro?
this is sus as fuck and seems like a manlet demoralization story

>>76333760 (OP)
yeah this happens almost everyday if you go out in public, it's normal, every guy goes through this
either you talk to the girls you see in the world or you don't
most don't

what. why were you trying to read a book. reading never did anything good for you. more talking less reading.

>>76333793
that would make a lot of sense. since he later saw standing around the side of the road.

>>76334117
It does genuinely make my upset
They’ll see a girl with dyed black hair and black lipstick and start screaming “OOOOH GOTH MOMMY I LOVE GOTH GIRLS”
WHEN SHE ISNT FUCKJNG GOTH

>>76333760 (OP)
Please God let this be a larp post

>>76334462
Another thing is fat or even chubby women/men dressing how you mentioned and somehow the vague dark aesthetic pushes them over the line. Even if the fashion and everything was on point, the weight itself is disqualifying.
Although there aren't really 'goth men' now even going by the nonsensical standards, it's mostly women being conceived as such for fetishistic purposes.

>“OOOOH GOTH MOMMY I LOVE GOTH GIRLS”
Something I've read online is that since male heterosexuality has been socially engineered to posses this air of objective abusive perversity/'wrongness' to it (or just men in general), the only acceptable way for attraction to a woman to be expressed is domination fetish. You can't take agency and essentially say "I think she's hot and want to sleep with her", so instead it's "I want her to step on me & spit in my mouth & put my penis in a CBT torture device."
I think the reason they latch onto goth women is correlating the 'dark' tone to black leather bondage shit.

>>76334200
Pic related