how fucked am i? lost over 200pounds, had skin removal surgery (ugly ass scar from one hip to another) and im full of stretch-marks and shit. i feel like ppl IRL hugbox me. im 183cm (6ft) and weigh around 62kg's (136pounds)
also yes im hospitalized cause reasons. lets not get into it, lol

>>76341812 (OP)
btw this is me before i was hospitalized like 2months ago. but theres a filter for the stretchmarks. i feel like i deluded myself into thinking i didnt ruin my body with those dumbass filters lol. but clearly im a nasty mfer arent i? what can a person like me do besides off themselves? i will never look normal lol

>>76341812 (OP)
get outta hospital
move to a town
hit the gym
start a new life
find a new wife
easy part's over
wagmi

>>76341823
my body will still be disgusting, even if i move to a different place

>>76341812 (OP)
Bro got the munchies first and now has anorexia.

>>76341852
yep. lesson is, never get fat. or you will be disgusting forever, no matter what you do.
i should livestream my sudoku lol

get tats over them

>>76341860
LMFAO literally everyone says get tats.
tats are fucking ugly and id look like a retard covering up my whole body with them

Roid and become a monster you will blow the fuck, frankenstein yourself. Become an utter monster of man.

>>76341812 (OP)
We're not your doctor or reliable people, idk why you're seeking moral support here
>>76341863
Get these

>>76341863
whole body tats look vastly preferable to stretch marks to most ppl

>>76341876
Or these

Wear a shirt

>>76341812 (OP)
who cares what people think, you lost the weight for yourself. fuck 'em and enjoy your better life.

>>76341812 (OP)
>lost over 200pounds
How did you do it?

>>76341914
well im gay so i posted my actual body on hookup-apps and let ppl destroy me (and ignored the fat feshists.. damn a lot of bodybuilders are into super fat men LOL). and basically i screenshotted the best replies and everytime i got hungry i basically read the insults and kind of cried myself into not eating.
lost the 200pounds in a bit over a year and half a year later i got skin removal surgery. i thought i was doing the right thing and all.
also b4 anyone says "lol just post ur body on hookup apps now and see how they react" yeah they react well if i post a filtered pic like >>76341820
but if i put a real pic up (not hooked on machines, just without a skin-smoothing-filter where you can see my stretch marks like >>76341812 (OP)) i still get dissed to no end.
so clearly im a disgusting abomination lol.

I'm fat and you have my dreambody, I would literally give 0 shits about the scars
Sorry about your mental illness though

>>76341953
nigga you write
>Sorry about your mental illness though
but you also write
>I'm fat and you have my dreambody
so your dream body is riddled with stretchmarks kek?

>>76341958
I mean leanness/muscle ratio, I wouldn't give a shit about the scars but of course I'd rather not have them
You just have similar stats to me
I'm 183cm and my heaviest was 330lb, now I'm 240 so I'm expecting to have loose skin/stretchmarks as well either way

The mental illness comment was regarding you considering yourself an abomination or talking about offing yourself, and being just extremely negative

>>76341933
>im a disgusting abomination lol.
No! You've got marks that show you've overcome a mental illness that forced you into a disgusting fat body! You look great post surgery. Are you perfect? FUCK NO. BUT!! You look 100x better than the average normies and you beat being a disgusting blob. No one is going to kick you out for that other than faggots (sorry about you being a homo). But for everyone else you look great.

Get out, work out, and own those scars instead of hiding them because all people at the gym see is someone who beat down being a fat ass lard bitch!

Keep at it!

>>76341846
Just muscle max and fill out. No one cares about that shit when you're buff as a mf.

>>76341933
You have absolutely no self respect, no self esteem, you let other people fuck you in the brain until you almost killed yourself. You are a disgusting parasite who treats himself worse than a whore does so either grow a pair or kys

>>76341933
Post a non filtered pic flexing abs. It doesn't look that bad

>>76342054
well im hooked up to shit rn cant rly do it but i have a filtered one.
if you zoom in, you can see the stretchmarks though and where it gets blurry-ish, is also where i have stretchmarks
but then again filtered i look fine

>>76341967
ok im sorry for being so rude i thought you were fucking with me.

>>76341933
i think u look really cool and good but im a mentally ill freak into modifying my body and trying to become a demon. so my word may vary...

>>76341933
I suspect you have the brain of a woman from years of being an estrogen riddled fatty.

>>76341883
>>76341876
Dont do retarded shit like this >>76341812 (OP)
The worst thing you can do is go down some retarded degen looksmaxxing path in order to hide your mistakes or make up for perceived failings. Don't go down the faggot "improoooovement" black hole. It's a fucking psyop to make you waste money on stupid shit and waste time.

You were a fat piece of shit and now you're not. Fucking deal with it like a fucking man. You are a piece of shit until you aren't one so stop doing stupid shit that risks your health, and start taking your life seriously. Your body is a means to an end. It doesn't have to look pretty but it has to run and produce fruit. Produce fruit, anon, stop giving a fuck about stupid shit

>>76341933
damn didn't read that you were a faggot. If you can't heal your brain and your soul and stop acting like a fag, yeah you should just cut up the river friend

>>76342392

>>76341985
He is still mentally ill, he's gay

>>76342389
probably true anon
>>76342392
>>76342396
you were making sense but then u went full retard with ur antifag shit
wow youre even more pathetic and retarded than me and some would say, even more gay.

>>76342402
>antifag shit
How can you produce fruit by sticking your dick in shit? Do you know how retarded you are? Homosexuality is the same path to self-deletion that suicide is. Cope all you want retard

>>76342392
Why are you having a meltdown over my tattoo recs
I normally dont support tattoos since they usualy look like shit but he asked and i obliged

>>76342413
because tattoos are for the mentally ill. They are self-destructive and poison your lymph nodes. They also make you look like a nigger

>>76342411
desu i wanted to ask wtf u meant with producing fruit kek since yknow.. cant get someone pregnant by sticking my dick in their bumhole..
not my fault youre 2retard2read senpai
>>76342416
i agree with this desu. my aunt got lymphoma after lasering off her back tattoo (well she was in the process of it, she had 7 lasering sessions i believe)

>>76342416
But all cultures throughout history had them, it's a question of ugly vs good tattoo you autistic puritan

>>76342426
that's both an appeal to tradition and a genetic fallacy.

Something having historical precedence doesn't grant it merit. Fags existed in Rome, they were still immoral and useless. Actually, I can't say useless. There probably is some genetic utility to the mentally ill offing themselves out of the gene pool. Unfortunately homosexuality is a social contagion so it is more often born out of abuse, so abusers get to reproduce more oft than the gays they produce

>>76341812 (OP)
Maybe being a manlet isn't so bad

>>76342454
im glad i was able to make u feel better anon

>>76341933
ngl, bro, you look depraved

You're going to turn some women off immediately if you're meeting them shirtless the first time. Otherwise, it's meh. You can lure them in with your masculine strength and your personality that by the time they see you with your shirt off, they either won't care or find it hot that you overcame something difficult... Because women are delusional

>>76341933
>stop being gay
>find a cutie
>get married
>have children
It's that simple anon. All being gay will get you is another visit to the hospital due to abscesses, hemorrhaging, prolapses, AIDS, etc.

>>76342547
>find a cutie
Where do you find those? Do you find those at the singles store? No really, I want one

>>76342582
>he doesn't know

>>76342401
He's mentally ill but that's better than giving up and getting fat again. Fag>fat simple as.

>>76342442
>appeal to tradition and a genetic fallacy.
Both are not fallacies
You dislike tattoos because because you're a social pariahs not because they're actually repulsive or have a bad history with them
Fags are a normal part of biology and sociology, doesnt work in the case of appealing to tradition when it's not one

>>76341812 (OP)
dont lose hope. losing 200 pounds and getting shredded is very difficult. few people ever accomplished this. with this drive you can do much more. ai is accelerating medicine. there are already novel treatments in super early stages that can rejuvenate skin, potentially making a 70 year old's skin look like 20. chances are very good that in 5-10 years there will be treatment to cure your skin. in the meantime, dont lose hope, dont give up, keep working on yourself. ideally you have a good career so that you can afford those treatments before theyve gone through lengthy approval processes and are commonly available, so that you can actually get them in 5 years instead of 15

the most important skill for humans is agency. youve proven that you have plenty of agency. now put it into action

>>76341812 (OP)
burn everything and say you've been rescuing kids from fires in gaza or some shit

>>76341820
>>76341933
Whats your diet like to get so lean?
Are you natty?

>>76341812 (OP)
try getting tattoos to cover it, which is what this guy did, and he even became a model.

>>76341933
You look like a demon and you are tall. Be happy.

>>76342411
"i cant achieve things in my own life so my kin will do it for me."
cum is worth more on a weakling like you's grave than the hole of some faceless whore.

>>76342442
"just a social thing b-bro"
you being born 5'8 isnt social though lol.

>>76343073
this is a bad example because he looks absolutely retarded

>>76343261
he has a modelling career dude. what you think is unrelated to his success.
meanwhile OP looks like a disfigured freak to anyone who will look at him

>>76343073
this guy looks absolutely retarded
>>76343272
OP does look like a fucking disgusting freak abonimation
___________
see how both things can be true? OP cant salvage himself and the guy with a modeling contract looks gigaretarded

>>76343757
Again, what you think is unrelated to his success. Are you having trouble with basic reading?

>>76341933
>well im gay
I was gonna give you some advice but you should kill yourself

>>76341812 (OP)
Yeah, it's ugly. But it looks better than being a fucking landwhale.
Also 62 kg is way too little for your height. If you gain some muscle, you might look less fucked
>>76341857
>whaaaaaaaaaaaa
shut up and deal with it bitch
>>76341933
>i thought i was doing the right thing and all
You were. Do you think you'd be happy if you were fat still? Get your head out of your ass
>>76341958
The fatty has his priorities straight. If you gain that much weight it's either stretch marks or staying fat
>>76343023
Hope is nice and all, but even without that. Skinny and loose fucked up skin is a lot better than being a fat pos and having tight fitting skin

>>76341933
Holy fuck this is the coolest body I've seen posted here

Do you maintain endocrine function at this level? What about heart rate? My hair started thinning and I relied on mag citrate to shit and was cold all the time and sex drive went AWOL when I got to a similar level of leanness but with none of the muscle (BMI 15). Maximum HR dropped from 161 to 137 with nocturnal HRs so low it compromised perfusion.

And that's how I got osteoporosis as my body pillaged my skeleton for calcium.

>>76343799
at least give me some ideas how to off myself on a livestream
>>76343800
idk why but u are super motivating somehow
but im still a fugly dumb fag
>>76343812
you need to take vitamins. like get some cheap multivitamin and take it in the mornings and evenings. im hospitalized because my kidneys are failing (im a retard and was hospitalized once already due to heavy vitamin deficiencies, one of them being vit b12). ill prolly be fine again but i rly need to look at vitamins
doc told me he doesnt care if i starve or w/e but i REALLY need to get those vitamins in. (not the first time hes seeing me..

>>76341823
I knew a guy who did exactly this. A true inspiration. Only difference is he was gay.

>>76345059
OP is a faggot too mate lmao

>>76345067
I hadn't gotten to that part yet.

how is it even possible to no get enough vitamins unless you are starving yourself from all food

>>76345959
>OP has an BMI of 18.5
>underweight
>DURR HOW YOU DON'T GET VITAMINES UNLESS YOU STARVE YOURSELF

>>76346256
answer the question

>>76346319
You answered your own question tard.
Because he is starving himself, if he eats in a nutrition definition way it amplifies it.
For example the typical bodybuilder plain chicken breast + broccoli + rice diet.
Almost no magnesium, zinc, vitamin E, little to no vitamin C

Just go to the gay only gyms and clubs, get shirtless and pick from the guys that don't care. Am also a former fatty with skin removal.and scars, but female, I wear crop tops and sports bras and nearly fully.nude rave outfits, those that are disgusted stay away, but never had a lack.of dick or boyfriends. Also get on prep.

>>76342392
sub 80 IQ fucktard

>>76341812 (OP)

I'm not gay so idk. But I'd say get some color. Your skin tone is really bad. It's not pale like snow or a myfairlady sort of way, it's pale in a translucent and sickly red/blue/pink/orange way.

Go find an isolated place and just get butt naked and sit under the sun for 15-30 minutes every few days or something until you make your whole body look like you legs in this pic. >>76341933. The new red/orange/bronze hues will balance out the darker markings and will make muscle definition more pronounced.

>>76341812 (OP)
its OVER dude LOL.