>>76361060 (OP)
You're going about this all wrong. You need to coom through to the other side. Masturbate so hard and so often to so much porn that you hit a point where the intellectual lust for onscreen debauchery disconnects from the animal desire for a real woman. They are not the same thing, and you should not feel bad for wanting both.
We are in a unique place in history wherein we can satisfy the deep carnal need to destroy a woman with our desires through a never-ending stream of pornography, freeing us to then turn around and have a loving, healthful relationship with a partner. The only people this hurts are porn stars, and they don't count as real people anyway, plus AI is about to collapse that entire industry.
