I just go to the gym after midnight when nobody else is there just because of my social autism

anyone else like this?

>>76369668 (OP)
Yes I’m like this but my bedtime is important for recovery so I have a home gym and I like to hear the the birds sing in the mornings but a night walk would be nice if it was cool and quiet out and a bit windy. Don’t they clean the gyms at night? What if the cleaner comes round to mop the floors?

>>76369882
Me and this girl go at the same. I’m thinking about raping her lol it’d be easy

>>76369668 (OP)
I would if my gym were open at that time. No waiting for the squat rack or any of that bullshit. The stations with the good pull up grips always open. Mmmmmm I might just bust

>>76369668 (OP)

>>76369668 (OP)
Just lift at home. The gym is full of insecure douche bags.

>>76369668 (OP)
I go at 9-10am when all the grandpas and summer kids hoard machines while i have all the racks and dumbbells for myself

>>76369668 (OP)
no one talks to anyone at the gym outside of friends groups so you don't have anything to worry about

>>76369668 (OP)
>disciplined enough for the gym
>scared of small talk

Get around people you spurg. You won’t improve otherwise.

>>76369668 (OP)
My garage gym is pretty solid, so the only reason I go to the gym is because I want to be near and/or interact with other people.

>>76369668 (OP)
You are not a real autist. Just a coward.

>>76369668 (OP)
I do but recently some other faggot is always there and it pisses me off

I actively avoid people my whole life.
When I went to college I always went in through the far back door where only janitors come in just so I can avoid running into anyone. When I am walking somewhere (which is always just from A to B, never stop anywhere) I'm constantly looking who is coming my way and if I see anyone I even just vaguely recognize I immediately go to the other side of the street and pretend like I didn't see them just so I avoid the small talk.
Back in high school I used to just literally stand in the bathroom stall doing nothing but waiting for the time to pass just so I don't have to bother talking to the other kids. Never eat in public alone ever, same for any activity is it going to movies/bars/whatever. It's gotten to a point that I don't even enter grocery stores if they don't have self-checkout.

It's just always easier to avoid interaction than to engage.

>>76369668 (OP)
>because of my social autism
post diagnosis

>>76372301
>Get around people you spurg. You won’t improve otherwise.
I hate small talk, I hate talking about myself. I hate saying the same thing everyday

>hey phil
>hey ted
>how you doing today?
>great, how about you?
>great, looking to get a sick pump today
>you get it.

30 minutes later

>bye bye

>>76372602
The fact that you think that’s what small talk is proves you don’t know. Small talk leads to friends, girlfriends, opportunities in life. People are the key to everything.

You are avoiding people, not avoiding small talk. It’s a problem.

>>76372700
>Small talk leads to friends, girlfriends, opportunities in life
so does kissing ass and I don't enjoy kissing ass so I avoid doing it

>>76372709
>I don't enjoy kissing ass
gay?

>>76372602
those interactions are just a long-form "hello." very important for social grooming but you need to go deeper. during that brief exchange always listen carefully to the person's tone for clues to how they are feeling. sometimes they will just tell you but most of the time you've got to be very perceptive.

conversation isn't always about roboticaly exchanging information. sometimes it's about love, respect, and genuine concern for another's feelings.

>>76372875
>conversation isn't always about roboticaly exchanging information. sometimes it's about love, respect, and genuine concern for another's feelings.

I don't think I've had a conversation like that even once in my entire life

People don't do that

>>76369668 (OP)
don't you like looking at gymthot butts?