>>76401189 (OP)You have to just start doing it when you really don't feel like it. Like stop framing it as a choice thing.
When you poop out of your butt, you clean off your butt. You don't pause consider that not doing it is an option. It's not immediately unpleasant if you don't wipe your butt, but it will make you in the future a less complete man.
Just think of lifting in this way. After a few weeks or months when you notice how rad it is, it will become self sustaining in large part, like the core of a star fusing hydrogen into helium but with you getting a sick bicep vein.
Go with God brother Anon, Christ is the only Way. I love you, things can be better, but you gotta get up and go, now.