>>76487979 (OP)Because you have been set up in a world where unless you're the top 10% you can't win. There's such a thing as microaggression (though there shouldn't be), let's call this microdepression (which there should be). Going around saying you're depressed isn't the right attitude, you should always try to be positive and say you're positive, but what I am saying is an underlying chronic downer caused by the modern world is causing your issues in the morning.