>>28980484>>28968026I think only ever extremely attractive guys develop a rape fetish, because that's the one thing they can never or very rarely have
>story timeGot molested as a little kid by my teenage cousin, so guys and sexuality were very repulsive for me. As a teen, there was this objectively extremely attractive guy in my class, literally every girl in school threw herself at him and of course he had plenty girls and girlfriends.
Back then I didn't get it, but in hindsight this guy behaved very weird around me, I guess because I was avoiding him (well I was avoiding every guy) the best I could. I didn't notice back then, but he very likely stalked me to get into a situation where we were separated from everyone else and when he finally succeeded he immediately started molesting me, despite having plenty girls and free, unlimited and consensual access to THEIR bodies. I tried to fight him off of me the best I could (in vain), and again as a kid I didn't notice but in hindsight I think that was exactly what he wanted from me. It riled him really up, his pupils dilated like a cat's while hunting, he had that repulsive and weird grin in his repulsive face, and he was suddenly completely mute, (despite being an outgoing and very talkative guy when the others where around) except his heavy breathing and moaning. After that first "encounter" with him, I was extremely on guard and never felt safe alone anymore, so I always stuck to the other girls. He still had around two handful other opportunities (until I could finally change schools), where he could successfully molest me, because, like I said, in hindsight he was very likely stalking me, always looking for the next opportunity. And whenever something unusual happened, he'd make use of that (like teachers ordering me around running errands or me having a bathroom break in class because I forgot to go while in recess that one time or other random shit where I couldn't avoid being alone without anyone nearby)