>>17904487 (OP)It's a constructed identity.
You don't even mean race, you mean 'white' as in 'good', because you take a christian stance.
When you say europe, you mean basically christianity.
You also mean culture, and not genetics. As in some form of like emancipated-post-christian culture, where you do not believe in your faith, but you do the motions, you have this background, and you have internalized all it's values and reproduce it's system, but claim to not belong to it for some reason or another, emulating crusaders in the culmination of your larp.
I think you are constructing an identity, because you lack identity at your very core of existence.
It's not even hard to prove,
>ocial identity theory (Tajfel & Turner, 1979) and uncertainty-identity theory (Hogg, 2014) show that when people experience identity uncertainty, they often seek clear, high-status, and distinct group memberships.