>>211860415 (OP)I think it exposes me to new random things and gives me chances to talk about things that are uncommon for people where I live to be able to talk about. I plan on socializing a lot more in a year or two irl, but I'm just trying to get my ahead above water and my life organized to the point where maybe I won't have to worry so much for the rest of my life. In the meantime I try to do things and develop things about myself that will make life even better in a few years if hopefully I reach that goal. I've been at this a long time and the results are coming exponentially. Even now I live dramatically better than six months ago, and then better than a year before that. I started from basically the bottom of my society.