https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VJxedFvbSBQ

I'm so close, but at the same time so far away from my dream, chuds.

But the last mile is just finishing, but at the same time, I out of energy and my mental stamina is completelly lost.

I'm mentally broken, only sustained by a 20 year old dream.

At the same time, I still want to make my dream, but I am just not able to work more, I am just tired.

And yet, I continue, not of strenght, but of just will power.

I don't feel happyness, or sadness, only depression and mentally exaustion.

>>211947024 (OP)
You can make it, anon. Take it one step at a time, but pay attention to what you are doing and how you are feeling and work on that instead of simply just doing things.