Thread 211973877

Do you ever get the urge to commit suicide in your country

MORALFAGS NOT WELCOME

>>211973877 (OP)
Tikrok made fun of me, grand time.

>>211973877 (OP)
What’s the point? Imma die eventually.

I used to until I turned about age 25. There was even a plan worked out for how I'd do it.

The quarterlife crisis is real I guess. Your hormones start to weaken in your early 20s meaning that you're thinking clearly for the first time in a decade and an existential crisis is the result.

All the time.

>>211974056
I'm 27 and the urge is stronger than ever even though my life is stable

>>211973877 (OP)
i used to

but now I get the urge to commit violent manslaughter imc

>>211974056
>Your hormones start to weaken in your early 20s
do u mean your brain completes developing

>>211974215
This post right here officer

>>211973877 (OP)
No i don`t

Rebel.

>>211973877 (OP)
Nah. I sometimes get the urge to kill others, though.

>>211973877 (OP)
>>211973877 (OP)
Yep. All the time. Sometimes it's better and i only seriously contemplate it once every few weeks or so, sometimes it's much worse and I'm constantly thinking of doing it all day every day. Pretty sure my ADHD Atomoxetine's increase of suicidal thoughts side effect doesn't help but I've wanted to for years now, probably won't change much.

>>211973877 (OP)
I’ve been annoyed by suicidal ideations on and off since I was a teenager. For better or worse, I have always been able to avoid taking them very seriously—they’re just intrusive thoughts in the form of unpleasant fantasies rather than plans or urgent needs. Even at my worst moments I’ve always known that I’m never going to actually do it. I’ve lost people to suicide, so I have a very personal sense of the damage it can do to those left behind; it’s not a choice I can respect, despite also understanding that the people who choose it often don’t even perceive it as a choice, but a need. It’s horrific for them.But not just for them. So I keep it at bay.