I am 29.
Honestly, within the last few years my depression has been getting progressively worse. I stopped having suicidal thoughts, but instead I'm tired 24/7. This sucks immensely because it's impossible for me to enjoy anything, because every second of my life I'm tired. And when I rest, I'm bored and irritated. I started doing all sorts of shit like eat veggies, exercise, cut caffeine, etc. but nothing helps.
I decided to try microdosing LSD. I know that it's a silly idea, but I have no better ideas, and living like this is miserable. When I realize that I'm about to spend the entire summer being tired, I'm just upset. Yesterday I did my first microdose, so I can't tell yet if it actually helps. 10mcg trip report though:
1. I felt a tiny bit high, which was fun.
2. I had issues falling asleep, which wasn't fun.
I hope that my sleep stabilizes long-term.
>>212127250Una vez fui a México de vacaciones. Estaba sentado solo en la playa cuando alguien vino y intentó venderme drogas, pero yo no quería comprar nada. Hablamos un poco, y en algún momento empezó a llorar. Todavía me pregunto si fue de verdad, o solo para pedirme dinero.
>>212129127I've been twice on holiday to poor countries and this made me realize what a miracle and privilege it is to be born in a rich country. My condolences.
