>>212152667It's not that I do it for attention, it sounds stupid even to me but I wouldn't mind too much if this or any related thread didn't have replies and wad archived
For the last 2 years I've been certain I am either autistic or schizoid, I haven't been able to find any good psychiatrist or psychologist, I might have found one psychiatrist who specialises in developmental disorders but she told me to get clean for 6-12 months and go back, except for some shitty quality heroin 2 months ago I haven't done "narcotics" for the last 6 months, pregabalin and seroquel might be psychoactive but they're not considered narcotics lmao
In early 2020 I tried ordering from the dark web out of curiosity to see if it worked and I continued ordering making a total of around 40-50 orders until last year, I always took drugs alone and avoiding other people so that definitely says something plus I haven't ever really been in touch with other drug users