How badly do you suffer in your country

>>212295537 (OP)
100%

150%

depends what you consider suffering
I'm really depressed because I've felt like I don't belong in this world for a long time and then I got cheated by the only girl I ever loved
I have good/average living stadards though and have been able to get pussy without much effort because I sort of look good and can talk to girls with ease
I don't know man I guess we all suffer in some way. Life is suffering when you think about. I guess i've read some schopenhauer book that talks about this and how the root of our suffering is on wanting things and stuff
Life is good though

Not that bad at the moment, though if I'd explain my life to other people they'd probably wonder why I haven't killed myself a long time ago. Gotta have the right personality.

I truly do suffer internationally speaking in the full meaning of the word as I travel globally for work. (I work on cargo ships) How do we categorize such levels?

>>212295782
Probably meet interesting people tho, even if they might not be interesting in the best way all the time.

It could be way worse.

>>212295656
>>212295743
>>212295782
No one cares. Didn't read. Man up.

>>212295836
Imagine if you not only worked for 10-12hours per day with your coworkers but also had to live with the same people for 5-7 months roughly. Half of them are filipinos with low IQ.

I'm 31 and I'm already ready to do nothing but drink myself to death in Florida

>>212295888
I'd get very drunk very often. Not bad people to be drunk around.

>>212295888
>>212295782
this looks like a pretty cool job to be honest

>>212295537 (OP)
a lot

>>212295928
You're not allowed to drink bro, for obvious reasons. Even more so since im an OOW and "drive" the rust bucket for 8 hours.

>>212296003
Its alright but its getting progressively worse each year

>>212296158
That's a bummer. Might've romanticized life on the sea slightly, because I like ships.

My svffering is a consequence of my own actions, and I svffer quite a bit.

I'm incel

>>212296210
Then get a sailboat because there's none left here, only bureaucracy, paperwork, logs, reports, audits, controls, administration, checklists, etc. and lack of sleep with long work hours.

Anyway I do crack a cold one or two after my evening watch but the responsibility is too big to get shitfaced.

A woman loves me unconditionally and i only care about alcohol and parties. Its first time in not being a victim. Im scared i will hurt her really badly. She almost has no friends she can meet and is ready to hang out with me every day. I have already technically cheated on her by kissing on other girl. I use my incel fantasies for being an asshole. This women is openly scared of me cheating on her and says me she wants my kids and complemnets me in way no one else did and it only been a month. I cannot fund both cheating on her and being with her financially which is why i get evil ideal of droppingo n her just to have more money. I surely wont do it although by im ashamed of even getting that idea. In my cunt all women become more loose during summer and i want to use it

Feelsbadman

>>212296490
damn dude you sound like an absolute faggot
would punch you IRL

I'm poor, I suffer from depression and anxiety so a lot.

>>212295924
this but in California. honestly if a 10 ton truck crashed into me tomorrow, I wouldn't even be mad.

>>212296672
You wouldn't have the chance to be mad, you'd be dead.

way better since I left america
blew my mind when I got a bunch of dental work done that I couldn't afford back in the states because it would've costed me a few thousand, for like a hundred bucks

>people in first world countries be like
>i am not a trillionaire and king of the planet i suffer
really faggots?

>>212297432
My ghost wouldn't be mad

>>212297629
Get a job?

>>212295537 (OP)
about tree fiddy on the scale