Are you on drugs right now in your country?

cocaine, beer, marijuana

>>212631629 (OP)
i wish. i'm all out of shrooms even though I could try them again because more than 2 months have passed since the last one

Weed, ketamin, coke

never ever

Bit of opioids. Just enough to get cozy.

>>212631629 (OP)
I was on pain killers for a surgery and became depressed coming off them. worst drug on earth

which drugs are easiest to order ?

>>212631773
They love to throw oxycontin like stuff at you burgers huh. The state of it

I only smoke weed at night, when i'm ready to get in bed and listen to some music.

>>212631810
weed

>>212631849
which international portal ?

>>212631873
I meant by approaching the swarthy foreigners hanging out in your local park

>>212631629 (OP)
I drank some alcohol

Caffeinebros?

Ketaminebros?

>>212631629 (OP)
Yeah I'm off my weed vape. gonna take a couple rips after making this post

>>212631629 (OP)
Yes, caffeine and sugar

>>212633117
Inhaling straight out of a battery is bad for you anon. Should load that bong with plenty of water and ice, much better.

>>212631810
Anything man
tor.taxi
tor.link
Nexus seems to be the biggest market currently after a bust by the feds and an exit scam

>>212631629 (OP)
Shrooms gave me a neurological disorder.
It's like russian roulette, I wish I could keep tripping on it but the cost it had on my body far outweighs the few hours of bliss.
Dont do drugs, once you peak beyond the veil and see this world for what it is you will never be the same, pic related sums it up pretty well

>>212633374
>pic related sums it up pretty well
why should I be disturbed by infinitely layered mirror universes?

>>212633179
this
they put shit like lead and magnesium in weed vapes to give it more umpf because the government dont give a shit
for example, you wouldnt do any drug laced with fent without being told just because it has a label, so why would you do weed laced with poison just because you can get it from the store

>>212631629 (OP)
no but I'll be on Saturday. Cannabis only btw

on edibles on the couch after work
unwindulaxing

>>212633437
I'm shitposting, but its a good way to sum up how it changes your perspective in a way I can describe.
Also, once you do enough of that shit, you realize that the stories of "astral projection" and "near death experiences" were actually true. Hell, its made me fear death, not because I think it'll be nothingness, but because it wont be.

>>212631629 (OP)
I know drugs but I am not on any. I could just give you some prescription drugs, I think I have tianeptine and weak ass amphetamine pills

>>212633374
I had one cool experience with 3 grams of some White shrooms. I could literally SEE how everything was flowing with energy, trees, rocks, the hills, and also the floor was kinda breathing up and down really slow. It lasted like 7 hours tho, by the end i was outta my mind tripping on some weird thoughts and shiet. It's something to do once in a hoping for the best and that you don't end up schizoed on the corner of your room.

https://youtu.be/-S8IcYIzIQg?si=cbR2QONIHDFbpR9M

>>212633617
>white shrooms
APE I'm guessing then, 3 grams of that is like 6-7 of normal shrooms.
Psychs really are incredible and I've honestly cried a little knowing that I'll never be able to do it again because of my condition (drug trips and highs just turn into seizure like states for me, even for weed). But given all the warning signs you get from those things, it really is best that you dont do it all, or maybe once in your life. Your body (sadly) does not want your mind to melt from the burden of lovecraftian experiences. Like literally makes you go crazy as if cthulu was speaking to you or listening to the mental gymnastics the average 4chan user has to go through to justify why loli hentai isnt cp.
People who have had near death experiences have been able to vouch for the fact that it was far, far more incredible than any psychedelic trip (even on DMT), so I say just be patient for the day you die, you'll have an eternity to experience it but only 80 or so years of sobriety.

>>212633930
Have you tried microdosing? Heard it's good for depression, lack of focus or will, etc. Maybe it could help you overcome the fear of tripping balls again and you can do it as a form of therapy.

>>212634073
>fear
You misunderstand, its not fear, I literally have seizures the whole duration of it, non-epileptic ones the doctora dont know how to fix.
I think it's FND, psychedelics work by making your neurons fire more than they should, so as as a result much more of your brain is active than normal, pathways between areas that shouldn't be connected being opened up. And I believe some connections have been made in my nervous system that didnt go away when the trip ended, and are taking months to return to normal. Sometimes I'll feel like I can't understand my own thoughts in a similar way to how it feels on psychs, I'll feel a strange dull feeling spreading across the side of my head in waves, and the more it builds up it gets painful. Once in a while I might touch something with one of my limbs and I can feel it spread to some part of my head. The last time I tripped I thought I was having a stroke, the two halves of my body felt as though they were almost working separately, strange feelings washed across my brain like boiling water and as if every nerve in my body was on fire, I couldnt speak straight, and I was seeing static, and a swirling sensation in my head that I can't explain that brought unbearable pain.

>>212634301
To tldr it, for as vast and incredible the feeling of tripping can be, it can just as easily turn your body into a living hell that traps you, it redefined for me what pain is.

>>212633103
God I wish I could find a hookup, my dealer moved and they outlawed MXE and its analogues suck. I have to take DXM if I want a dissociative now.

>>212634301
Damn bro your brain got wrecked. Are you 100% sure that was the shrooms, and not some previous undiagnosed thing?

>>212634406
Well, it first happened when I did LSA (a different psychedelic) but I could feel that something was off when I tried to do a low dose of shrooms before that.
Then I did dxm a month later, and that was twice or evem triple as bad as the LSA attack, and all I did was 300mg.
This all happened in november of last year, I'm still recovering but my daily life is slowly getting better. Very slowly. but I dont think I'll ever be the same person I was.

>>212634518
Everything happens for a reason lad, and shrooms truly teach you something. So in the long run you'll look back and understand why u had to go through that.

>>212631629 (OP)
Some weed, Xanax, rocked some pre work out in NyQuil to stay away. I keep seeing a Brazilian being a faggot is that just me he's everywhere ranting about America and seems like a repressed homosexual. I feel weightless but with a hand pressing me down. Is that Brazilian real or am I seem mice in walls again

i do not do drugs drink or smoke
because that stuff hyper ages you
and i want to look pretty into my 40s

>>212631629 (OP)
the doctors stopped handing out opioids like candy so I'm retired

yeah i just did meth

>>212633472
>>212633179
>>212633117
Just get a dry herb vape. All of the advantages of vaping but you use real herb and don't rely on cartslop.

>>212636242
t.

>>212636242
Had one, pax 2 i believe. Was really cool but the battery started losing power, also the oven was kinda small.. you had to be recharging the weed constantly. Would get me hands on a new one tho.