The only thing that keeps me from ending it is the fact that my parents are still alive. I can't do that to them. Once they're gone I'll reconsider by options.
>>212702383 (OP)My parents having a romp after my mom threatened my dad with leaving him if she doesnโt get preggers.
>>212702886Well, I am posting here at this very moment. Take a guess.
>>212702383 (OP)I am mentally ill according to "professionals".
>>212702383 (OP)i should have been aborted but instead i'm here with horseface, 49kg, 185cm, funnel chest, borreliosis, ocd and plenty of other illnesses
i aboslutely despise my family and god
>>212703072It doesn't take a professional to spot a dysfunctional junkie.
>>212703013I meant more in the sense of did that save their marriage or relationship
Also a German woman literally threatening over having kids, that's crazy to me kek
>>212703132Why are you being mean to me for no reason? "Junkie" is not a nice word to characterise someone who goes through addiction and is usually used by narcissists and people with low empathy.
>>212703239Yeah.
>>212703373You shit up this board with extremely low quality posts. Nothing personal.
>>212703373Anon, instead of getting butthurt at someone online for calling you a mean word, you should instead stop doing so many drugs that it causes you mental damage. Choose life.
>>212703373People might have more compassion if you weren't constantly posting about some new obscure drug you are abusing.
See, I have set before you today life and prosperity, death and adversity. If you obey the commandments of the Lord your God that I am commanding you today, by loving the Lord your God, walking in his ways, and observing his commandments, decrees, and ordinances, then you shall live and become numerous, and the Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to possess. But if your heart turns away and you do not hear but are led astray to bow down to other gods and serve them, I declare to you today that you shall certainly perish; you shall not live long in the land that you are crossing the Jordan to enter and possess. I call heaven and earth to witness against you today that I have set before you life and death, blessings and curses. Choose life so that you and your descendants may live, loving the Lord your God, obeying him, and holding fast to him, for that means life to you and length of days, so that you may live in the land that the Lord swore to give to your ancestors, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob.โ
>>212703401tbf you've been making this thread worse with your autism, and saying reddit terms like "preggers."
>>212703840No, you're a newfag because you don't know about the Greek junkie poster.
>>212703863Oh I know about him. He's messed up multiple threads of mine before. But I still think you're annoying. I get you're ESL but learn to read before you post anon.
>>212702383 (OP)I sat on a bridge and tried to lean back. My body instinctively leaned forward, so I decided that I wasn't going to kill myself yet. (It also revealed to me that I was a poser lmao)
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>>212704189i am too much of a pussy to shoot myself
>>212703961more like gayonwords amiright
>>212704189Everyone who has survived bridge jumps says they immediately regretted jumping upon doing so
>>212705136What's the point of attempting to kill yourself if the outcome isn't almost 100% guaranteed