how am i supposed to cope with coming home from a long vacation to a beautiful country where everything is better than at home, and then returning to my shitty ass boring american life? i'm genuinely contemplating suicide, this experience has broken my brain

>>212714215 (OP)
you can go anywhere in the world on vacation and it will feel better, because you don't have to work

Nigga get a bullshit email job and move to a LCOL country with a digital nomad visa

>waa waa i suffer in my tutorial mode country
do westoids really?

>>212714215 (OP)
Bro I lived in Japan for about 2 years and then moved to east coast Virginia. Biggest downgrade of all time.

>>212714241
sure 2 weeks in Iraq would feel great

>>212714231

Kino depression core 2bh, i want to drive on american highway while blasting depressing folk rock, staring blankly on the road ahead while smoking some american spirit blue

>>212714255
is that invitation?

>>212714281
why did you move back?
also where in japan?

>>212714255
It's hard to do that now if not impossible, you need to be self employed editing videos for youtubers or day trading crypto or something