>>2129193235mg of speed is a small line, hardly enough to keep me awake if I were to do some again. It's the beginning of the treatment for you but also amphetamines might not be the cure for what you have, since you're American and there's a bias from doctors to diagnose ADHD it might also be a wrong prescription. But hey I don't know you at all so I'm talking shit.
Once you double the dose you will definitely see the expected effect, wether it is getting jacked up or becoming relaxed. If you get jacked up it's not ADHD you're having it would rather be a mild from of schizophrenia.
I had ADHD symptoms and self-medicated with speed, but in the end after years of wondering why I'm fucked up it turned out I'm a schizo lol And taking a general antipsychotic/antidepressant/mood-stabiliser fixed me alright.