When was the last time you felt truly alive in your country?

>>213005609 (OP)
0.0001s ago

>>213005609 (OP)
During my kidney stone days back in 2018.
Nothing makes you feel more alive than puking from pain, pissing blood and thinking you're about to die.

>>213005609 (OP)
my life ended in 2012

>>213005609 (OP)
2011 maybe

2019. if someone put a bullet in my skull and revived me tomorrow i wouldve had an overall better time. i hate my life and everything about it its a bad joke. hope i get cancer

>>213005609 (OP)
All the time.

Life isn't just partying and getting wasted. Life is also washing dishes and taking the trash out. Looking at the window and seeing the trees or a small insect. All of it is living, but people have been convinced that they only begin to live when they're ln vacation or when they enter a club and so they keep chasing a high they can never achieve

>>213005609 (OP)
2018

>>213005609 (OP)
when I lived in san francisco.

life seems so pointless outside of SF. I honestly don't know what people are working towards or living for at all.

I drove my car at 207 km/h the other day, I felt pretty alive

>>213005609 (OP)
2020... I still haven't mentally recovered from covid

>>213005609 (OP)
I don’t remember

>>213006547
This feels as if it was yesterday unironically
>>213005609 (OP)
Do you mean going outside and engaging in physical activities?
Last year I rented a electroscooter and drove along the beach, also threw myself into waves carrying me 20-30 meter or so

>>213006547
I'm such a shut-in loser that my life didn't change at all during covid

>>213006547
Covid outside of Sweden was surreal.
I remember literally sitting in a pub with my coworkers after work, watching news on the tv from around Europe's lockdowns with police, drones and everything in the streets.
Meanwhile, fuck all happened here. Life went on as usual.

>>213005609 (OP)
1 year ago