I have a job interview today but I still dont know how to feel

You should feel excited

Do your best

tell the guy, who interviews you, that he/she has very beautiful eyes.

>>213006156 (OP)
you've actually got to the interview, that already puts you ahead of 99% of people

my day is made if I get an "application viewed" on linkedin, which is typically about 1/20

The girl that I am obsessed with and who's pretty high-up there got me the interview. I know that if I get the job I cant feel anything for her and I still cant decide whether her getting a job for and giving her number to a random guy she has talked to less than 10x means she is interested in me.

>>213006156 (OP)
I did maybe 20 interviews before I got my current job