I’m suicidal. Does this happen in your cunt tree?

>>213012244 (OP)
>Phoneposter
Do a flip

>>213012311
I’m taking caffeine pills to induce a seizure.

I'm 100% certain I will die by suicide but I don't feel like killing myself just yet.

>>213012311
no one has flip phones anymore unc

>>213012396
I'm sorry I can't do much for you anon
Wanna talk about it or have you made up your mind yet?

>>213012486
Kek
>>213012511
I’ve made up my mind.

too much of a coward
it actually takes serious balls

>>213012564
Anon......

>>213012564

>>213012244 (OP)
Why? Is it a stupid reason or a good reason? List them

I don't feel suicidal but I do think I should kill myself

>>213012564
I’m sorry

Just sell everything you have, cut ties with everyone and reset your life in some tropical turd world as a beach house bartender

>>213013284
The main one is that I just can’t figure out a way to be satisfied with life. Every single path to fulfillment seems to be obstructed by something. I’ve saved up $80,000 in the past year and a half, and I literally don’t care. Was a couple clicks away from donating half of it to some random charity today. I have no purpose. I don’t have friends and I believe that I am unlovable. I am very ugly.

I feel like I really am alone. And nothing is really in order. There was no great destiny for me and there is no transcendence in my life. Everything is just material. And there is no meaning.
>>213013638
Considered this.

>>213014213
Don't consider, do it.
Like with the price of an average gaming pc in USA, you can live months in some Goa bungalow, so just go backpacking and see the world, get some vitamin d and if it doesn't work out, then just kys.

Not suicidal. Just tired.

I hope you get better fren

>>213014321
Ok, I will do this next year. I want to help my family with some things first.

I’m not sure where I will go, but I don’t see the harm in this. I love the outdoors.

It’s crazy how easy it is to actually kill yourself.
I’ve seen a couple of hanging videos and sure they all seem to feel pain for the first 20-30 seconds, but after that, they pass out, stop moving, and that’s it.

>>213014393
People are fragile.

And that’s just how death is. It isn’t some dramatic thing. We just die and that’s it. We all die.

>>213014393
fyi, im not trying to recommend you doing it, op.
I was, and vaguely still am suicidal but after meditation became my habit my pain slowly disappeared. the key is to realize that you are nobody and nothing in this universe matters, and try not to be fixated on anything.

>>213012244 (OP)
Get your blood levels checked.

>>213012564
it's over

>>213014861
Literally though. Unless hell is real and I burn forever.

>>213014650
What would that reveal?

>>213014213
If you're ugly and have $80k to spare why not get plastic surgery?